thks folks! thk you for making my birthday a special one.i am touched by all of you.. very sweet & thotful for remembering .
tyty 3K, moon, dylan, LOKYI!, my family, yongqian,
my dear cousin, EL!, natlum, angela, clement, anyi, caleb & all my other frens for e birthday wishes. haha i rmb early in e morn i was brightened up when i saw 2 envelopes for me on e dining table XD one frm dyl & another frm lokyi! sent all e way frm hungary ^^
school was realy eventful..hmm alot of things to talk abt but i dun think i can blog abt evrything here. okies so then after sch m mum brought me to suntec to buy my jigsaw puzzles! ^^ hehe we came out of jigsaw puzzle world with 3 frames & 3 jigsaw. one disney one & two toher oceanic ones. so guess wad? haha in e end at 10pm our hands filled wif shopping bags..so funny..e back of e car was like so packed.we look lik 2 taitais on shopping spree . can giv my dad a shock!
oh yup then on wed after sch i went to meet up wif jeanne for a quick shopping & catching up haha.bought a pair of brightyellow&green dance pants. it reminds me so much of brazil! gdness .
at 6 plus in e evening, my family celebrated by taking me to grand copthorne hotel BRio's for buffet dinner WOOOHOOO. ate a whole load of salmons! baked slamon, salmon sashimi & smoked salmon XD i love e desserts of apple crumble & green tea chees cake.we ate so much tt we bcame so bloated..so we took a walk along s'pore river..very nice ambience wif e quiet waters.
gosh & honestly e buffet food is stil affectin me =X hv been feeling full e whole day..so during recess i forced myself to drink sth..& dis morn i felt so sick of sushi. stun! stun rite..ive nv been sick of jap food b4..
yeahoo! overall dis has been a great birthday.anyway, i dun feel lik a 15yrold & i stil cant believe tt time's passed so fast..sobs one white hair sprountin out! jkjk.
ive been thinking abt how God has blessed me in countless ways these 15 yrs.
He graciously accepted me as a child & love me. he nv fails to b dere for me. he has protected me my whole life. he brought me thru various life experiences & rode wif me thru rollercosters. he's given me a healthy body, energy to dance, wonderful friends, a loving family, loads of food to savour...e list just goes on forever! Praise GOD he is so amazing! amen? duh! YEAHOO he will always be my lord & beloved father =)
pics!
haha & dis pic is taken on wed at grand copthorne hotel =)
-16 jul . dis is my sis's bday cake!
i cant be perfect
im seriously goin crazy all these days..seriously i feel so mentally & physically tired tt i jus dun feel like doin anything at all. nothing. jus dun wanna work dun wanna move dun wanna think dun wan to eat dun wan to drink.
just when i tot e cts will b ovr & i can relax..just when i tot finally i can SLEEP...a whole new pressure comes upon me.
i feel just worse than macbeth. i cant sleep im robbed of it.
hv u ever felt so pressurized tt u keep screaming inside? sometimes there are things in life we dream of having...& it aches whenever we think abt losing e opportunity to get to our dreams.
i shall be honest wif u guys..i want it so badly.. to dance. but i noe tt after lifting this burden to God, i shld jus not worry anymore..just try my best & God will do e rest.
well eventually of ocs ill b disappointed if i dun get in..but i wun take it so hard cos i noe its his will for me not to get in.
I NEED A CHILL PILL. =(
help! im falling sick.
i cant be perfect
ok i shall fill you in wif wad roughly happened on sat tt made me so exhausted yet happy haha.
sat morn we had 5 hrs of flag day..reported at fmss..TT PLACE CHANGED LIKE SO MUCH. i stepped in & was just amazed at how beautiful it is right now..wif all e plants & more decorations & stuff. feels like a foreign yet familiar ground. OH ANYWAY then we took e wrong bus to ngee ann poly (e bus aparantly was suppose to take us to clementi) haha.so wasted abt 1 hr on travelling. sohhwee pq & shuran came to my place for monopoly & lunch after 1 hour plus of flag day in tiong XD [i met yanling at tiong busstop too! she cldnt recognise me at first oh no!] we had alot of fun jus chillin out & rushing thru monopoly after lunch AHHA. so of course we reached fmss 1 hr late from reporting time to return e tins .
ywav after tt was UMBER FUN. zhanhao came too =) we discussed more abt circumcision & had role plays hahahahaha joel can get oscar award sia!
then we had IG which is picnic plus taboo!
in e evening i went wif my cell ppl to watch e fmss musical. i also met up wif ashley,joanne & all e previous 1A peeps there at victoria concert hall. i must say u all hv changed alot haha marilyn grew taller..lilin changed her hairstyle..sophia looks reali more matured in tt skirt..& constance stil as cute as b4 HEHEH..basically evryone v chio. =)
OMG renee had a seat jus right next to me LOL. both of us were lik , "HEY ITS YOU!!!" yup wad a coincidence.then she asked me, " hmm y didnt i see u on friday?"
LOL
went back home & POM! straight back to bed
i cant be perfect
heyo..feeling jus so grateful tt its finally friday ! =) it was a horrendously tiring wk i must say..all e cts & evrythin..im so exhausted now tt im jus too tired to tink abt wad happened 2day or let alone think abt tmr XD dunno y i simply JUS DUN FEEL lik doin anything now haha.
here's a lil abt today in short sentences. :
forgot to bring my wallet to sch
had to borrow $$ frm george e loan shark
ss test no comments
realised we hv 5 hrs of cip tmr argh
aircon broke down in class today.
bad headache.
evryone feels humid sweaty.
didnt go for cca.
tried to rest at home.
stil headache.
dun feel lik eating but stil v hungry.
nth to eat at home.
refrigerator emptied.(mostly by me)
watched csi now watching MS SWAN.
need a slping pill not a chill pill haha =)
alright sorry man im so lazy to type things out.. wel sometimes i just wish tt i can talk on e phone & hang out at shopping malls just like before..& not packed wif so many things.glad that tmr we can hv picnic in church ! hah we're goin to JAM it
i cant be perfect
jus wanna thk peenpeen&luyang for givin me e encouragement after rehearsal today..it realy does help =) thks guys! guess i needed tt morale & confidence boost! haha. i was soso pressurized & nervous leading e team today tt i kept forgetting my steps. it was so hard to enjoy e dance when ur mind's constantly freaking out lik,"OH SHOOTS OH SHOOTS" XD i hope ill improve more next wk.
anyway currently my mind's saturated wif geog! omg.cant wait to go riverview hotel at 9.30 to watch FA shield! GO LIVERPOOL =))))))) GERRAND ROCKS. kick e butts of chelsea kick them hard!
i want to dance nonstop. dance my life away
i cant be perfect
dis wk has been very slack..mon, tues lots of free periods..wed totally crap..thurs ok but stil slack i guess ..we were supposed to hv remedials after bio lessons but HOORAY its all cancelled muahahaha
well so after tt i rushed home & on e train guess who i met? JEREMY YAM YAM BOY! hahah so happy to see a fellow JAmmer =) well he looks worn out..tkcare man! hmm so ballet lesson today's quite slack too ..but we did learn alot.i stil cant turn .sigh sometimes i get so frustrated at myself for nt being able to do stuff properly..
all i wan is to see this mth pass fast & jus lik wad i told yq..xmas wil come soon. oh man tt reminds me..rehearsals for musical will start next sun! gasp.*bite hands*
erm let's see..to put things in short..im hving a mixture of feelings but dun seem to be able to blog them out XD i jus dunno wad to feel when u say tt to me evrytime..or when you msg me like tt.
i cant be perfect
