child of God
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eldds
river valley
three[K]nock-out!
two[H]yper'05
six[A]ttitudes'03
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hmm..im reali nt a gd fren.
srry guys if ive pissed u off at any time.
im sucha bitch.paiseh ehx.
thurs blues can hit another time again.
esp wif tt Tia & H20 steppin in2 e classrm.
in fact these daes i havent been feelin well.
its e kinda feelin' when u start vomiting blood continuously for e next 5 min..
den u start fallin' into dis black pitch hole tt nvr seems to end.
yeps.
its nt as if i enjoy feelin' dis wayy...
me always very depressed & bad mood in e morn sia.
dunno wad gt into me recently.
n most of e time i feel like fainting.
geex peisi mux rmb my poison wif billions of slpin pills & panadols in it..
bring it on 20th april along wif a tape recorder or video cam to record my last words for my family & frens.
:))))
hahaah LOL
okies let's see..todae was horrid dae for me.
completely screwed my violin ..
heck. bsides its all ovr nw.
lkin' forward to fri..SYF rehearsal again.
ok let's admit it. yeps i sorta feel abit too exhausted to rehearse .
in fact sat will b another long day.
8.30-6pm full dress rehearsal.
sheeshh...goin 2 ACS BARKER
of all places in spore we hav to go dere sia..
tada~ anyway..we shld work hard nw..only 19 daes to syf.
ELDDS
JIA
YOU!!!
Go EL!!!!
sianx.
tt's wad i feel most of the time.
its all my fault.nt bein' able to manage my time :P
tests are all comin up
syf in 24 days time
tuition & violin lesson..
arr gettin stressed up.
wellx. my new sittin' arrangement is alrite.im ok wif it.
poor huixuan..gotta sit wif tt thomas sia. dun wrry hx..if he bullies u..we'll kill him.
die lar!! 2mr im goin 2 slp in class.
gt maths & comp lesson.
die die die.
culture lesson was betta 2dae since he started crappin abt watermelon heads
hahahahaahahaaa..
& a poem based on butts
rite eil? hahahahaha LOLX
hmm.feelin' very empty evryday
i miss you...
life seems so different & boring wifout u ard.
i used to lk forward to gettin letters.
nw ure gone & i reali dunno wad to do....
sadded.
you betta cum back..
b4 my heart rips any furthur.
phewww...
so tired ..
8-4:30 had to stay in sch for full-dress rehearsal..
*yawn* reali dun feel like doin hw nw
wellx was quite fun fliming for e nitemare scene..
winnie said i lked damn scary LOL
ahhahaa i wld rather look tt scary dan to wear tt green geeky glasses.
lk like a total nerdd sia .
grr e make-up is so itchy..cannot stand e foundation.
wellx angie lks soo funny! very cartoon jus like olivia & her stuffings.
as in stuffings to make her lk rounder lolx.
e props r very nice esp e bad & banana drama poster.
okies gt nth much 2 sae abt todae. jus tt it was quite fun & tiring.
cos we had 2 keep changin outta costumes within short timings.
fortunately my mum came to fetch me up .
i wun wan ppl staring at me as if they've seen a ghost or sth.lolx
ahhhHHhh i tink e rumours r gettin worse manx. it's reali NT true k..dun believe wad ure told
thurs blues again..
yehx
practically dead in class 2dae.
1stly bcos of e HOT classrm & e BORING chem+hist lesson
haix..poetry freaks me out .
& e freakin' atoms too!!
ohhx.shoots.
wellx at least we cld play netball .
did a horrible job as goal defender.
sent e ball e wrong wayy LOL.
oopx srry arh.
den e whole dae was just nth but boredness & totures.hahx.
at 3pm.
me ran hm wif an empty stomach.
was almost late for violin lesson!
phewww...very close manx.
hehex.
lesson jus ended..but my fingers r sore nw.
very painful. lol ok larx. i shant b a complain queen anymorex.
gd fri 2mr..
dunno wad 2 expect but i jus pray tt more ppl will accept christ.
btw thkyeww guys! reali appreciate it & rmb i luv all of u!..2h rox :))
ahhh...
i reali do suck alot.
just lk at me..I'm like a complete idiot manx.
its true tt i lack talent .wellx even my parents seem 2 agree.
hahx.
i suck at piano.
suck at singing
suck at violin
suck at guitar
suck at studies
suck at any sports
suck at usin my brain
suck at controllin myself
suck at EVRYThin' larxx.
i hav absolutely no talent at all& i tink im beginnin' 2 accept e fact tt God created me dis wayy.
lol. sumhw e i not ugly talk wasnt reali successful on me
bcos i still dun hav a gd self-image of myself.
im tooo fatt anyways. haix..
i guess i hav 2 live wif it.
wellx wad 2 do?
life still goes on.....(tt's y i feel pissed off nw)
okk nvm .jux dun bother abt me... I'm jus transforming in2 a walnut
great.
grr cant believe hols r ovr..well it wasnt a hol actually. more like a cca-cum-prg wrk wk
sat ~ 8-1 pm= rehearsal
mon~ 8-1 pm=rehearsal.
1-4pm=comp prg wrk
tues~ 8-1pm =rehearsal
wed~ 10am-5pm= sci prg wrk
thurs~9-1pm=rehearsal
fri~ 9-1pm=rehearsal
sat~ 8-1pm=rehearsal
hang out at plaza sing after rehearsal 2dae.
oli doro shihui angie rachel & i
watched 'a gd company'
(which wasnt a very gd showw..ehh dun recommend u 2 watch it yep :))
had sho much fun 2gether . cant wait to go again sum daee.
probably next sat.
angie cldnt find hairbands..
lol tt reminds me..my hairband is still wif her :P
wellx we gotta search for a pink mini skirt asap for shihui or rather joanne
all of us bought a big badge tt says 'DRAMA QUEEN'
ahhax cast rox. we mux jiayou & polish up.
like wad cat said..we shld put a 110% into our acting.
whheee im sho happy & gladd..
its been ages since ive watched a show.
it feels gd 2 go out after e tiring wrk.
we r like feelin e pressure nw...but anyways its funn goin out wif u guys.
wellx srry for bein late for practise todae :P hahahahaaaa
btw can u believe it? i havent even touched my chinese & chem.
shoots~
ehhx dun get angry at wad i said ar..
esp those frm barker.
hehx. im jus quotin frm mr chong :)))
im innocent. dunno anethin' heex
ok wellx on sun
we had bbq at eric's place.
not bad actually.
e food was gd..but it left me much of guilt.
i luv e otahs!! cooked by me mahx duhh...
hahahax my beloved otahs.
mmmm..shoots im gettin hungry.
*yawn den we went hm pretty late.
i was sweaty & had a nicceee scent of bbq. lala
rehearsal very tirin' as usual.
but we mux JIA YOU..
get GOLD.
dun let el down..
reali needa giv it my all.
haix. migrane again.
but cldnt go hm earlier bcos had 2 finish com prg wrk.
so candy & i ate lunch in sch b4 goin 2 com lab.
*YAWN*
oh dearr im faaaallllliiinnnngggg aaassssslllleeeeeppppp.....
tata~
(p.s. jus realise I misss u. was tinkin' abt it e whole daee. regret nt speakin to u anymoreZ)
wad's happenin to my previous entry?
gdness..
blogspot's wierd.
well dun bother abt e entry den. bsides i cant do anethin' abt it.
well fri...
disastrous.
ok it's nt reali tt bad actually
jus tt im dead tired nw.
muscle ache evrywhere...
almost faintin durin rehearsal..
Mr paul kept repeatin e shoppin scene..
argh.my legs were breakin'.
disappointed tt dis will b e last dae Mr Chong will b takin us.
he rox alot.
i hav absolutely no idea y barker bois like him make such gd teachers.
probably bcos he tinks like us.
todae he taught us nt 2 panick but tink outta e box
& went on givin us ways to hide our handphones.
under e chair. in e socks. in e piano.
& e last min..ACS wayy of hidin hp/
in e groin area...LOLLL
hahahahahaahahahahhahaa
yep he transformed e whole eng lesson to a BGR forum
& told us tt guys lk upon girls as sex objects.
ewww.
he was oso tellin me tt barker ppl were exceptionally horny.
ahahhahahahahahahahahaaa
watch out gerald.
jkjk
haix.he's e best teacher i ever had.
hw i wish he'll continue to stay manx
he's like e onli one hu can break e silence in class.
den he on e radio & threaten to make us dance to e horrid music if we dun response.
hahahaa
rvhs will rock even more if teachers r like mr chong.
Fmss
mondaee
had a whale of time visitin fmss wif ashley.
i was so surprised tt e place seemed so much bigger ...
but accordin to dem nth expanded.
lol perhaps ive been so used to e small corridors of rv buildin :P
gdness. practically evrybody cldnt recognise me.
pretty shockin..
did i reali change tt much? lol..im still e same old mich mahx
its so funny ..e way seniors like bryan & wee lat haf to take like 20+ sec to recognise me.
grr haha tt same o' lamo bryan started crappin & said tt i
changed frm a crybaby small girlgirl to a -wateva wateva-hip -wateva- babe
*roll eyes*
wanna smack him manx :)very lame...wateva~
wellx e clarinet ppl lked so much taller..
& i oso realised sth..
dey can tok much louder than i can rmb..lolx. its so cool
hehx havent seen dem for sucha long time..
its like a joy to tokk to dem & e cheerfulness of lilin & constance reali made me smilee/
i guess i do miss dem..
eunice soo cute. caroline's hair is much longer nw. den aiwee 's hair is soo funky! hahx she's taller too.
many sec3s lk so much more matured when dey wear long pants.
frm a small boiboi to a real boy hahahaahahahahahhhahaahaha jkjk
den went bac hm at 6:30...
actually met alot of old buddies too..
i forgotten most of e 1a boys names. dey asked me if i rmb hu so-n-so is.
& im like " huh? hu's tt?"
dey kept knockin their heads on e wall coz its unbeleivable tt i haf tt kinda short memory.
ehhx srry ppl...reali srry..
i developed short term memory lost. :)
hahahax well i wanna thk e lord for bein able to visit. it feels like another completely diff. world
hehx. thks guys! it was nice meetin all of u again.
sadded.my heart is torn. its painful.
makes e heart ache alot.
i kept questionin e LOrd y dis always happen.
its nt e 1st time.
haix..
oh gosh..
i dun believe dis.
many of us r sho sad rite nw tt we dunno wad to say.
i jus hope tt we will noe e Lord's presence
& continue to pray..
.....
busy weeks
yeps tt's right..i luv busy wks.
ok ure probably rollin ur eyes nw
hahax but keepin me busy is e only solution to stop my mind frm wanderin' & tinkin'
bad thing if my mind starts to wonder u see..
bcos i'll dwell on e past & start tinkin' .
dis wk was die die busy
had lots of prg wrks & wrk to complete wif super tight deadlines.
todae we had OM meetin at my hse.
thk God for jolin valerie kass K.H yishuen siying matilda
bcos if nt for dem...i wun b laughin so hard for e rest of e afternoon.
trust me i was sho bored when evryone left.
haix...sian diao at dinner time when we celebrated dad's bdae.
den bcos i wasnt allowed to do wrk..
my mind wandered..
shoots
yepx skool was great 2dae bcos i kept laughin
i tink i laughed much more than i toked.
in music lesson sj was crappin & kept singin our song.
'NoFear' rox! kitleng candy& shuyi r shoo pro.
nt like me...didnt contribute much except tok tok tok haha
LOL.
so sj & i started flushing ppl like fu en .
we r obsessed wif flushin ppl ever since yesterdae when we baked bread at my hse.
hehex well i reali reali reali like e song composed by jon's grp .
2pid sia!! y shooo nice? haha
nt fair..boys were nvr so gd at tt..jkjk :P
ok so we jus laughed non-stop bcos' of wad happened yesterdae at msn.
wanna noe hw to get flushed? LOL
cum 2 msn & u'll noe..or ask jia abt it hahahahahahhaha
ok im nuts.
& den we had competition dis afternoon for e OM thingy.
gosh our grp tot of dis reali crappy story & laughed e whole way of e competition.
haah fortunately ms chan & mr oh did laugh . at least dey cld understand evrythin
well its shoo funn .jolin & e rest were so glad we made it & jus cldnt stop laughin at e story hahaha
we will b meetin 2mr again sho let's hope we can laugh betta :P
eldds
cca rox todae bcos cast gt dismissed so early
tt explains y im typin dis entry haha
wellx at 1st we had 1hr break as dorothy had 2 run..
sho we dun hav our water main character .
den e director decided 2 dismiss us YESH!
spent e 1 whole hr tokin chattin wif lengshan,ade & lining.
laughed like siao at e toilet party
ade started splashin water at e mirrors.
esp bcos dere were posters evrywhere abt keepin e restrm clean&dry.
ahhahaaaaaa wellx we splashed water at one another LOL
then tt leng shan wanted to smack my butt wif water .
lalala~ she lost! i escaped ahhax
tada..i hope we can hav another toilet party sum dae yepx.
hmmmx let's tok abt my old buddy.
she's called weitian & im so glad tt kitleng managed 2 find her germany add. thks dearr..
well i feel so heart wrenched at e tot of losin a fren like her.
though it's been 9 yrs since we've toked but i hope she does rmb me.
lucky girl sia..cld move to germany.
hmmx i miss her.
i miss playin wif her.
but sumhw im more afraid 2 send e letter off bcos she might nt ever reply.
which means she has forgotten evrythin abt e childhood daes.
sadddd
i pray pray pray tt she'll rmb me .
haix.
p.s.shld i go taiwan?
lalalalah..
todae is song dedication dae!!
i shall dedcate songs 2 all u ppl, though e songs ISNT RELEVANT. i jus giv u guys nice nice songs k?haha
here's a song for all 6a'03 ppl of rmps. dun sae ive 4gotten u guys k? haha
Drops of Jupiter
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there
Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way
dis other song is dedicated 2 all 2hyper ppl!! u guys rox
let me love you
Baby I just don't get it Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his storiesYou know that they're all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don't know why
If I was ya man (baby you)Never worry bout (what I do)I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)
You should let me love you Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection Make me your selection Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
ListenYour true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame Don't even know what you're worth Everywhere you go they stop and stare Cause you're bad and it shows From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know
If I was ya man (baby you)Never worry bout (what I do)I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)
You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better) We should be together girl (baby)With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!So can we make this thing ours?
You should let me love you Let me be the one to give you everything you want and needBaby good love and protection Make me your selection Show you the way love's supposed to be Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
haha okok enough of playin dj yepx..i shall continue next time .tata~
congrats all those hu took bac their results!!
btw my clarinet sl gt 7!!!!!!!!
and e assnt sl had 6!!!! top e level sia..
ashley & joanne rox!!! praise e lord worx...
haha mok bros topped e level again....*faintin*
dey r too clever man..i bet e teachers of rmps mux b boastin again abt dem
probably dey'll b our future president yeps *winks*
came back frm eldds & im almost frozen..
e room is so cold.
i jus realised tt readin e script is much easier than acting & movin abt.
well fortunately Mr Paul's nice sho he was patient wif me yep
if it was mr jenkins...ill b a zebra by nw.
YAY!!very happy todae bcos eil & yn r in backstage!!!
which means i hav more frens in syf yesh!! wheeeee
whooohoooo ppl we mux do well for syf k? :P
jia you!!!
ohh & 2mr we hav half dae off sch 2 celebrate e o's results
yipppeee but i cant go xinyi's hse 2 help..actually wanna go since i hav nth 2 do but my mum wan me 2 practise violin since i havent touched it for abt a wk.
i tink its alreadi an octave off pitch by nw sho no pt practisin much .
wellx srry shuyi & grp members!
i feel so selfish & bad..reali srry k...ill treat all of u guys sumday..
kitleng's rite...we shld nt go bac on our words...haix..
i hate myself
hunks & babes
[abel]
[aiwee]
[amos]
[adeline]
[anyi]
[ariel]
[baorui]
[bell]
[boifren1]
[catriona]
[charisse]
[christine]
[christina]
[chrystal]
[chuanmin]
[cosinanananana]
[clare]
[dayanna]
[debbra]
[denise]
[eileen]
[emily]
[ezekiel]
[eugenia]
[fann]
[farhannah]
[gaelan]
[gerald]
[grace]
[hester]
[hongru]
[huixin]
[huixuan]
[jay]
[jeanne]
[jenisse]
[jeremy]
[jiaxin]
[jiayi]
[jieling]
[jireh]
[jocelyn]
[joel]
[josephine]
[julia]
[kevin]
[kitleng]
[lianquan]
[marcus]
[mavis]
[moon]
[natalie]
[natania]
[nathan]
[ningxin]
[olivia]
[pamela]
[peiqi]
[peishi]
[peisi]
[peiqi]
[qichao]
[qizhi]
[qingsheng]
[rhea]
[samson]
[sharon]
[sheila]
[sherrie]
[shihui]
[da.shihui]
[shuyi]
[sijia]
[sohhwee]
[tim]
[vanessa]
[violet]
[wanru]
[waimin]
[weelat]
[weichun]
[xianghui]
[xina]
[yanling]
[yongqian]
[zachary]
[zijia]
[zhaopeng]
[2hyper'05]
[6a'03]
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-taiwan june'05 =)-
dont talk about the past