- d0nt turn back

Monday, May 29, 2006 10:55:00 PM
TADA

e new EL comm ROCKS MAN.im so glad to see all my close frens in e comm haha XD eil & nings will pump e backstage ppl! and doro kenyan are e perfect couple in main comm hehehYEAHOO. im so going to believe that we will do well for our production and syf =) altho evryone's sad that e seniors left us, but we will promise them to do our best for e rest of dis yr and next . thks guys!
btw if you wanna see e full list of e committee..go read eil's blog =D

okay so e hols hv started.brr its been kinda wierd tt ive been spending lots of tym lazing at home and eating NONSTOP. well sadly i guess i stil WILL be lazing at home for e whole of dis wk =( bcos all my frens are too busy to hang out..AHH and my poor aiai kana grounded. but we can always look forward to e great sales! haha anyways i watched xmen today..GOOD SHOW BUT HORRIBLE PLOT.
stupid y mus scott die?!ARGH

let's see my notebk..FREAK so much homework to do can. hv to finish most by dis wk or else im so gonna die. last sat i went to e library wib my sis & borrowed 2 X-files bks! guess tt wil kill my boredom haha. and pastor eric is goin to lend me his CSI seasons 1&2 =) so basically i prob spend my june break watching alot of soccer & csi & reading x-files & erm homework -.-

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

*****

Wednesday, May 24, 2006 6:26:00 PM
i feel lik shit *toot

wed had been a complete waste of time in sch. got back report bk and snoozed off e whole day. it sucks so much that e teachers hv been nagging abt results givin so many comments..i hate those scoldings and unreasonable things linkin pig did today. anyway e worst was yet to come when tt idiot came to piss me off after sch. argh i lost it and was so angry wanted to scream but cldnt..so went to tell Ls and ...he made me freakin damn angry can.sad rite and i feel stupid. in e first place such a freak shldnt b worth gettin angry ovr..i mean who cares man..one more time he comes to insult my friends im so goin to ARGH
ok man chilllll...phew im fine now..hate gettin angry

then i went to join my sis & mum for lunch..initially i tot WOW finaly a break after e stupid day. then guess wad. WOW how nice..nagging frm my mum.she practically went thru all my subjects questioning me abt y i cldnt do better..HOW NICE she kept asking me irritating ques & scolding me. WATEVER ! i had enuf alredi ok enuf of evryone's story-telling and lecturing. cant she see that ive alredi tried my best ? im satisfied wif my results so can she jus stop it? WOW HOW NICE i cldnt even enjoy my lunch .

now i seriously understand better how my aiai feels..=( its terrible .

I NEED ICE BLENDED COFFEE AND CHOCS!! AHHHHH

---------------------------bummed out

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

*****

Friday, May 19, 2006 10:35:00 PM
be brave

hey darling jeanno be brave! its hard i understand and ill promise to be praying for you..call me anytime if u feel lyk crying k..be brave and face tt woman! she's gonna get it one day . hmph dun ever giv up bcos of her.

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

*****

Tuesday, May 16, 2006 8:26:00 PM
i need chocs.

u noe..somedays i just feel like doing nth at all but curl up in bed and hibernate thru e day. sleep thru all my thoughts. get into another world..a world of dreams..and not wake up to dis cynical selfish world. sigh. tues has been boring n didnt go for hiphop today tsk im sucha lazy fat bum.

can anyone make me laugh make me smile as i used to? will i ever be myself once again?
i guess e answer is so obvious. no

world cup in 3 wks tym!

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

*****

Saturday, May 13, 2006 12:33:00 PM
happy bdae darling.

happy bdae jeanne!
my beloved fren since p4 and my bestie forever =)

fri yts was FUNFUNFUN! spent e whole dae out shopping haha.
first thing in e morning i had violin lesson..5 plus exercises to practise! so dead--anyway after tt rushed to orchard wif my sis to shop for mother's day present. but before tt we met dylan to pass him his sis's hairbands haha =) long tym no see dude..
we went to tangs AND SAW ADELINE! woots. omg its been sucha long tym since we've met..ade looks e same as happy as b4 . erm both of us had a hard tym choosing wad to buy my mum..in e end we decided on sth veryvery pretty but nt v practical..hope my mum wil like it. (even tho dere's e failed attempt to bake muffins for her HAHAHA)
shopped in town until 4pm then i took e train to bugis..and i tell you..i was glad to leave e place cos it was umber packed wif ppl . i dun lik it when evryone comes bumping into me and i can hardly breathe..
managed to find my sch shoes at bugis! wad a relieve man..ya finally met up wif sherrie & jeanne to celebrate jeano's bdae =)
we first shopped a lil at parco . took dinner at swensens where we chatted alot.ppor sherzy has to mug maths ..aiyo dear take it easy k..u'll do well for e exams jiayou! ok so we went to bugis street after dinner AND OMG bugis street has lik zillions of nice stuff ..i didnt wanna leave e place can. but my mum suddenly came screaming thru my cell fone scolding me to get back hom =X felt super paiseh cos i was lik rushing hm in e middle of e fun we were having. jeanne was happily obssessed wif taking pics e whole day yar? haha so funny..we kept taking fotos n one tym neos. honestly its my first tym taking so many pics within a day =D thks girls its been reali fun!u guys made me laugh reali hard & shop so much. hope u had a happy merry bday jeanne..shop till ur hearts content today wif ur mum k?

argh its raining on sat again..ruin my plans of gyming..so stupid now i dun even hv a single mood to do jianbao or gym. i dun feel lik doin anethin' =(

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

*****

Tuesday, May 09, 2006 8:25:00 PM
SHUYI SABOED ME to do dis XD

1. the tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. tag 8 vicitims to join in the game and leave a comment on their blogs.
4. if u r tagged the second time, there is no need to do this again.
5. the most impt rule : have fun doing it! :D

dots. actually i dun feel lyk doin dis haha but im so NICE so i decided to do for shuyi eh HEHEH

er ok so here it goes.

MALE er homosexual oso can XD jk
1. loves God deeply
2. taller than me
3. super nice heart
4. older than me but NOT too old
5. love me for who i am
6. speak eng & preferably chi too haha
7. gd character& personality
8. er someone who wil b dere for me?

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

*****

Friday, May 05, 2006 9:52:00 PM
stoned

altho i dun feel like blogging now..i shall just jot a few things down abt wad happened dis wk. well havent been feeling well these past few days & rite now im feeling worse than ever! runny nose coughin till my chest hurts & sore throat :X seriously e whole day ive been trying to sniff up all those mucus YUCK haha amusing eh. & lotsa trees hv been felled up bcos of me.

OH but im thkful for e great tym i had wib eil yn & tingyun & other eL peeps in bugis today =) we shared GELATO & went shopping in icon.
eil dey all left earlier first while i bought lots of nice pastries haha suddenly i had a wierd craving for scones & bread..tsktsk prob cos it's all my comfort food lol.
we had another lunch outing wib 2H ..if u wanna noe wad unfortunaate thing tt happened to me..go read bf yn's blog haha..come to think of it im stil traumtised.
sigh sometimes i jus wish tt i wun fall sick so easily. deprived of alot of things..i doubt i can swim tmr =(

OK to all those out dere still mugging hard.. JIAYOU trust in e Lord for all ur strength & nvr giv up! e storm wil be over soon.

happy bdae QIZHI!

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

*****

Thursday, May 04, 2006 8:09:00 PM
sore throat..

things just dun turn out e way i want them to be =( v bad sore throat today.

i tink even e frog croaks better than me LOL

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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