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Wednesday, November 30, 2005 3:45:00 PM
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totally freaked out when i saw e list yts..=(
how? DIE LAR im like e oni one frm twoH wif tt combi.. all alone...DIE! haish i noe im nt suppose to feel scared but dunno y dere's a whole load of fear..=X sighhh
.... wels nvm ill just pray hard that some twoh wil b in e same cls as me ..

yep tmr morning i'll be flying off to taiwan =) after that 7 days we'll be goin straight to HK .reali excited abt my cousin's wedding..besides i havent seen carlson & e rest of my other relatives for like ages...
eh nt sure how im suppose to feel lol..
cos ill seriously miss my comp hp teddy bears pillows my bed! ...
hehehx but im more than happy to leave s'pore for a break frm work & committments..

heheh dis afternoon wrote xmas card to my taiwan buddy..XD ahhh paiseh...cos i havent written back since like ermm july? oh no...hehx wels hopefully dis tym can meet her in taiwan.

kies jiayou eL! production in january..all e best ya..
reali srry i cannot go for eight meetings =X
tata~
enjoy ur hols...

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Friday, November 25, 2005 12:14:00 AM
twohyper dec cls chalet

cls chalet was fun on e whole..except for e ultra cold weather haha..thks for all e fun time!

tues..met anyi at 11 in e sanctuary hall to dance on our own.. =) quite cool cos we had e entire hall & stage to ourselves which means we can go crazy ! heheh
after that we went to bugis to buy e leotard & jazz pants then ate lunch. took train to pasir ris ..

got lost at pasir ris cldnt find e chalet..worse stil i was v wet bcos of e rain. yupp fortunately found yn dey all . hmm e chalet was super super super COLD . cold lik crazy for e two days.. sigh nv bring jacket . felt ovrjoyed when i met ps dey all hahax miss dem so much. ate dinner at macs ..

best part! went to watch 12.30am harry potter with hongru & yishi! woots our first time watching together=) very exciting to go all e way to somerset cine tt late..surprisingly midnight dere're stil so many ppl at orchard..we jus love all e xmas lightups ..i reali like it when xmas music rang out along e streets..makes a v happy xmas atmosphere haha..
harry potter rox! i dun mind watching it again e second time with my family next mon .
omg i was super careless left my wallet at e cinema theatre.. =X yikes so we climbed back up e escalator when evrything's dark EEEKS! gdness.. e stupid 'memoirs of a geisha' zhang ziyi's face was glowing right in front of e escalator..so can u imagine how freaked out i was lol..heheh but thk God i managed to get my wallet back..

took a cab back to chalet & played mahjong with by marcus ps & jiaxin =) super fun..keeps u awake for e nite too after that..e rest went to slp ..oni me xinran xina & marcus were up..so xina & i decided to do sth BRILLIANT hoho dancing to britney spears!in fact it's spastic dancing..nt meant for ppl to see ..reali hilarious LMAO hmm but it's ok la do embarassing stuff liddat when evryone's asleep..srry we disturbed u all frm slpin' XD wanted xinran & marcus to join in budden dey didnt want to ..

when e sun's up we went for breakfast.then yn dey all had dis prize giving ceremony =) thks for e reali cute napkin dears! so nice of u.. haish im SO going to miss everyone...eh after that went to escape theme park ^^ totally fun tho it rained..so sad had to leave for home earlier ..wellx by that time i was very exhausted i guess

errr. forgive me for dis late entry ya..haha anyways twoH must hv another chalet or outing next yr ^^

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Thursday, November 24, 2005 11:39:00 PM
happy birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAMFORD!.
YOU ROCK!

my beloved cousin. =)

just came back frm his birthday dinner at countrymanna hehs
feel so happy to be able to make it for his bdae..WOOTS i jus love meeting up for dinner with all my relatives & cousins.evryone looks different esp qizhi haha shaved his hair! so courageous of him. rushed frm dance prac to great world city..
initially i cldnt make it but fortunately it ended at 8 yays!

anyways jus gt off e phone with a parrot. aparently a very very lunatic one.. ^^" feel like whacking it man..

mad parrot : i cannot make it..i hv a concert tmr..

me: ! huh! but we alredi bought ur ticket for e concert tmr!

mad parrot: but i alredi hv a concert..

me: ! ...... wad concert?

mad parrot: e rgs concert

me: ^^" AHEMS isnt tt e one im toking abt?

mad parrot : OHOH i tot ure another mich.

mad parrot: OH NO! OH NO! OH NO!where's mich? wad? NO! OH NO! OH NO!
..

..

ok i betta nt blog abt it le..hahax
can understand eh.now my ear's in pain.. gdness summore wana scare me so late at night hmph.
tmr's revenge time HEHEH

very high tonight! =) firstly im ponning cca tmr! first time deliberately .then.. i alredi noe my combi YAY gt my first choice. woohoo & it's stamford's birthday. finally tmr im going to take a break yep phew

cls chalet blogg it next entry ya

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005 6:00:00 PM
five facts

hey ..just came back frm chalet. very exhausted to blog abt it..so ill do so next tym instead ya? =) in e meantime i shall be a v niCE sister & play dis lame game to pls my sis..

Rules of the game:1) Post 5 weird or random facts about yourself.

2) At the end, write the names of 5 people whom you want to do this quiz, then tag in their blog to leave them a note to tell them to see your blog.

ok, here goes.

1) i hate meat. red meat esp..yeap

2) camping puts me off.. =X

3) i tend to totally screw things up when im nervous.

4) heheh i jus love chatting XD tt explains y im such a big chatterbox

5) currently getting addicted to apples & green tea.-.-

hmm e five ppl r ..bf yn! . sis ( ill make her redo it haha) . kitleng. anyi. eil =)

kk pardon me for dis lame post haha wellx im getting hungry again ..
going to eat my dinner heex tata happy hols!

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Thursday, November 17, 2005 10:57:00 PM
just like heaven!

haha this morning went to watch jus like heaven at cine with yongqian & sis. =) vv nice show..
we went to sembawang .. gt reali tempted by all those xmas cds & e blink-182 album! XD ahhh next tym mux bring more money to grab evrything .
yupp after that shopped awhile at heerens. ate lunch at NYDC ^^
yq had his bb event on so he left earlier..eh
so i accompanied my sis to wisma in search of her beloved clothes hoho X)
yeap on e way ...gt quite fascinated at all e teddybears in taka..& xmas trees..
sigh i stil dunno y my mum threw e tree away lo hmph..grrr no xmas trees in e hse anymore =(

i wan a forever frens bear for xmas! heheh..

in my dreams

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005 1:29:00 PM
bored to death.i need entertainment!

ahh freakingly bored & hungry here ..
stil very lazy to do anything..Zzz ..since my ankle hurts again i hv to sit & rot at home yikes..somebody entertain me! haha

yts was very happening =)
eL rehearsal very hilarious esp dorothy & kenyan's husband & wife scene XD
eeee i reali felt disgusted acting as tt crazy hiao girl asking for pete's no. so gross la ..i mean he's gt kids alredi .. ^^"
at 12 combined rehearsal & as usual we hv to wait for SO long before we can start.. *yawn.
hehehx so after dismissal ls eil& yn dey all went to holland for lunch ..reali wanted to join dem but had to go to orchard again whee ^^

met my mum & sis at marriott hotel for high-tea buffet X) haha made yq jealous hor...*grins*
felt super awkward walking in dere wif my uniform on.ppl kept staring..kewls e food's so nice..gt all sorts of sandwiches, scones, dimsum, sushi, & my fav cakes & desserts hoho yumm.. OH & guess wad? dere's a cake named after me! called "cherry michelle" LOL diao..
but it tasted v gd..haha duhh *
was so clumsy when taking e wasabi..ended up spilling sum sauce on my socks lol.
my sis & i felt very bloated after awhile so we decided to go for a walk first before eating sum more haha..
shopped at tangs wif my sis again...with my uniform on again..^^" i tink e ppl dere can recognise me alredi lo..e toilets dere are so cute...dey even put 3 bottles of J-lo perfume dere for ppl to use..
ya walk walk ard & did spastic things.. showed her all e chocs section ..she bought e chocs for yq den we went back to marriott..

after like 2 hrs of chatting & eating dere..we went to phuturelondon for awhile den took cab to e cc to make payment for our tennis course! woots. cant wait to learn tennis =)
found out that hamzah wasnt teaching jazz tt nite so didnt hv e mood to go..budden haish my mum made me go ..so irritating..i dun like e female instructor..we danced to 'my humps' by black-eyed peas..ya its a vvv nice song but e choreography sux. dun like it.

k nvm..hmm oh shoots! AHHH!!!SHOOTS i havent switched off my cooker!!!

AHHH!
wait let me check..

sobs. my food's burnt alredi....

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Saturday, November 12, 2005 12:03:00 PM
towning with sherrie

okies! i shall update abt friday's towning with my beloved pri skool-mate =)
waa towning seriously cheers me up frm all e troubles ive been facing..budden of cos somethings are stil constantly haunting my mind =X but nvm haha

eL meeting in e morning was quite ok..we met e new drama coach who smokes LOL .she's quite gd i guess ..& our juniors totally rock! woots! their acting's so gd..! whee

at first i tot that my ankle will hurt even more after walking e whole dae in orchard but thk God it felt better =)
well so i met sherr first then went to swensens! sherr wanted to eat ice-cream so badly LOL yeap & i took a smoothie yum..
so we took neos at heerens which we havent been doing for ages XD yeap its been so long since ive gone out with sherr.. haha we chatted alot along e way to tangs.
window shopped at tangs & fareast. wanted to look at e xmas decorations so we decided to walk.
i tink im alredi getting into a xmas mood . i tried looking out for stuff to wear for my cousin's wedding but it seems like dere's nth suitable so far..nvm i still hv 2 more wks.

gdness e stuff at tangs are so attractive..e chocs tt we saw are like eye-candies LOL. ive decided to go back dere to get some for xmas presents =) that reminds me... can u all tell me wad u wan for xmas? haha den it'll be easier for me to noe wad to give..

eh so we ate at ramenten then went to subway take-away my breakfast haha after that walked to shaw hse ..& so on...
yaa we had so much to tok abt & catch up wif each other... glad tt sherr's happy at rgs now . well i stil miss sixA & will nv forget all my pri skool classmates..

thks sherr for e towning & for giving me a great time yts!
tkcare & jiayou for ur production.

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Friday, November 11, 2005 8:55:00 PM
I'm sorry

hey eL peepx..

i reali hope u guys are reading dis..cos i wan to sincerely apologise ..
I'm reali sorry for being unable to inform & pass e msg to all of u on wed nite & thurs nite...I wasnt at home on both nites so i cldnt pass e msg.. its all my fault & I felt super bad when i heard that some of you came back to sch on thurs for nth =X
i am e one at fault & im so sorry i reali am..
hope all of you understand yeap..

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Thursday, November 10, 2005 12:03:00 PM
tired.

im so tired but dun seem to be able to slp . yikes i tink its bcos my limps are aching since yts..well, there's nth to do at hm bsides tv, comp & hw ( which is a definite nono)...brr so boring!
haha lobster fuen sae he's peeling LOL pheww at least im nt peeling but my sis & dad complained tt i look scary bcos of e tann.. =S mayb one dae i shall scare them even more returning home looking even more chaota ..hehx

yts nite's dance prac was totally fun =)
met in church wif anyi & char at 5pm to practise for awhile before bingbing cums..
afterthat we ate dinner & did sum stretching.. by then our toes were hurting like crazy.. esp anyi & char's cos dey practised frm 4 =X..
well yar so we danced till 9pm with aunt mingmei .. ahh i keep getting my position wrong ..gets very worrying if i do that on e actual dae..anyways after tt went to corporate prayer with pam for e first time =) altho we were exhausted after e whole rehearsal but e corporate prayer's reali nice..
realised that e world needs alot of prayer..all these earthquakes, disasters, ppl struggling with e meaning of life... yep .. its gd to come together as a church to pray for those ard us..
e christmas shoes musical dis coming dec needs our prayer too..XD hopefully we can invite more ppl & oso get evrything well prepared.. until now e choir's still a lil messy..but i believe we can do it after a few more rehearsals ^^

well 19 nov junction8 campus superstar..whee im going to support jan & fuen =)
vv excited for dem haha.. if u are free tt dae mux come down to support dem too k..
fuen dun freak out k...u can do it!

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Tuesday, November 08, 2005 1:56:00 PM
slack

*YAWN*

today's another lazyy holiday afternoon. dragging my feet to do evrything. ZZZ doubt i wil swim ltr..
ponn dance lesson yts night to watch tv (e wangzibianqingwa kitleng lent me ^^..& CSI) LOL felt like a couch potato stoning in front of e tv
haha guess its oso bcos i was reali exhausted after one whole dae in sentosa

WHOOTS twoH class outing ROCKS! its so fun. all of us are bbq..chaota at e end of e dae. yeap in e morn went to harbourfront & bumped into chrys & jia..so we went to buy shuyi's brownie . after that at siloso beach we played monkey & volleyball...played like kids on e playground swing thingy lOL
but kitleng & shuyi accompanied me to subway after that cos i was starving alredi haha thks dears .. =) yar..after that 3 of us walked to palawan beach..gd exercise legs vv painful tho haha
we did many fun things on e beach..paiseh im abit too tired to type e full details XD haha all in all its VERY fulfilling & total fun

was supposed to leave at 4 but ended up leaving at 5 pm whee ..'
waa e human traffic at sentosa is crazy.. wrong timing to leave sentosa at 5..fortunately evyrone managed to squeeze into e bus.
yeap went back to harbourfront to buy dinner wif joanna hongru dey all...srry peepx for being in a rush..wellx but in e end i decided nt to turn up for dance so i wasnt late =) hehe

joanna's hairstyle's so funky..attracted alot of attention..HAAHHA & e uncle who commented abt her hair was so lame lor
^^ HAPPY BURFDAE SHUYI!!

HAPPY BURFDAE TONGJING!!

enjoy ur birthdays!

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Sunday, November 06, 2005 4:01:00 PM
bangkok

hey folks!! =) just arrived home yts nite at abt 11 plus. lol saw jingjie at e airport too..

well i miss s'pore so much. bangkok's nt bad la..e shopping & evrything was good...except for e traffic & super dusty environment argh we gt stuck in a 1 hr traffic jam haha

heex we did alot of shopping ..night markets stuff are extremely cheap but i controlled myself..didnt buy that much stuff .eh surprisingly e roxy stuff dere is more expensive than s'pore's one.. =X & oh gosh i ate SO much ahhh

on e 3rd dae went to coral island..tried parachuting twice with my sis & dad =) woohooo shiok! very nice experience..like ure flying in e air . yeap suntanned with my sis haha until my skin's so dry gt abit of infection i tink XD put tattoo wif my sis & hair braiding too! eeeks e toilets there's disgusting..better nort tink abt it if nt I'll freak out again..

err wad else is dere? oh ya! pattaya..lots of red light districts =X saw sum rather sick sights..lol theme park dere is nth much..quite small in fact.
erm well on e whole i reali enjoyed myself..finally cld take my mind off evryting in s'pore & jus shop eat play .but i miss 2h & my wangzibianqingwa! haha

cant wait for sentosa outing tmr

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Tuesday, November 01, 2005 12:15:00 PM
flying off in 45 minutes =)

hello peepx!
im at e airport now waiting for e flight..
gosh my stomach's very very hungryy =X haha cant wait to eat sq food..haish e cafe jus bside me has all e delicious stuff like muffins pizza & fruit tarts ahhhh v tempted sia..guitly indulgence
just now we were having fun going into branded shops like prada & looking at all e auntie stuff lol v funnyy cos my mum saw dis v nice jacket & almost fainted at e price XD haha

haha well ill miss u guys =)
dun wrry will get lots of sovenirs for youu

tata~
happy holx

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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