Tuesday, September 13, 2005
5:29:00 PM
haha.
ha dis morning, chatted wif kitleng on e way to assembly..den suddenly huixuan& peisi came looking v shocked..told me i stained my skirt =X gosh. immediately rush to e toilet.waa mus reali thk u guys for accompanying me =) srry for causing u to b late for assembly XD yar was a VERY close shave cos we were running like siao to e parade ground.. saw L2M looking pissed & walkin ovr to us..HAHAHA!!too bad she cldnt catch us cos we ran too fast for her HA! *sniggers
hmm i hv no idea y i didnt get hungry these two days..mayb cos my stomach is constantly filled after all e stress hehx. lol sch term's started & i reali start to worry abt sec3 next yr. eeeks i dun wan to leave dis honeymoon sec2 life la...haha joanna reminded me EOYS in 13 days ..
no comments.
during lessons was deep in conversation wif kitleng..& some things we talk about jus strike me & seem to remind me of how God wants to mold& change my heart .
it's super impt to cherish evryone ard us.some things change when tomorrow comes.. nw tt my dad's in pakistan..relli pray he'll b fine.=X
i hate myself for bein such an idiot . i cant communicate well wif my family & e problem
lies wif ME.. yes me..bcos i dun spend much tym wif dem & get pissed easily when dey scold &nag ..(which is all for my own gd) haix. im sorry.. ='(
i guess wateva cums my wayy just need to trust in e lord & leave all my worries to him..cos he's e oni one hu can help & i hope tt my quiet time can b more consistent.haix havent been reading e bible for a long tym...God's definitely nt happy wif me yar..quite irritated by myself too ..
havent been to cell meetings regularly too.. argh jus so disappointed ..
seems like im drifting away frm church frens cos i dun attend cell tt often anymore. wad's happening?
im sorry ;
i cant be perfect
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guess my shoe.
