- d0nt turn back

Friday, September 30, 2005 9:05:00 PM
coffee coffee & more coffee

dreaming of coffee.. =) ice blended mocha
yes i tink i shld drink coffee to keep awake..
during lessons todae esp during liulihong's class. .cldnt help dozing off..
gdness wadeva she's teaching is so irrelevant la..essay writing's ovr & she's stil going thru it...grr

well cldnt be bothered abt e maths oral presentation ..jus scrape thru & memorise abit oni..den heck abt it .. OHHH & CID! hhaahahahahahahahaa vv amusingg...we actually managed to trick mr chng & crap abt our research ahahahahhaaaa woohoo in e end we anyhow do e thing & gt a B hahax after hearing our results jolin siying valarie & i burst out laughing^^

finally after e tiring dae of boring lessons,
we went to tiong to study together =) very hardworking hor ^^"
jiamin huixuan sijia & i went to e "egg chair corner" of e food court to study LOL!!
well so we mugged thru e afternoon..munched on famous amos cookies
hehe

im feeling better todae =) not s stressed s yts.. yep & i realise sth..
I MISS MY aiai SO MUCH!
toking on e fone rocks..
just tok for 5 hrs straight & evrything wil get betterXD hoho

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005 6:45:00 PM
i wonder when e plight will be over?

haha

that's chouyin's fav quote =)
haiz i so agree wif her... =( its like plight after plight after plight...
yikes.
cant stand it im dreadfully worn out..
i walk around looking like a zombie

at least e 2nd plight is ovr today..
home ed practical exam was very nerve wrecking..more crazy than i tot it wld be..
sijia & i did chinese cuisine lol but tt wierdo chew saed it was a birthday meal ^^"
e hokkien mee gave me a headache..im so glad i didnt burn it haha
yts was worrying so much abt e eggs..can you believe i dun even noe how to crack an egg & beat eggs? =X
yeap rushed thru e cooking .. very relieved tt evrything went on well..pheww its OVR!
yum! i love kitleng's grp's italian food & joanna's grp was super pro ..gt kebab curry chicken meesiam oneh-oneh & bundung =S gasp i wonder how dey ever do it..haha so many dishes
=) & guess wad...im craving for yining's burmese food ^^" very very gd food...
chrystal's grp too...yumyumyum!!
haahaa 2h ppl are such great cooks =) dec holx chalet evryone mux cook k! ^^

yts e 1st major plight.. was okk la..
not so bad ..just a small hurricane..
but i wrote very untidily die lo..i tink marks will be deducted ..

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Friday, September 23, 2005 8:15:00 PM
---sweets are essential =)

my gosh.
i wore e wrong uniform todae =X no wonder i felt so uncomfortable & fat lol
freak its my sec1 uniform lo... yikes whole day fidgeting .
haha evryone was eating sweets in class today.some ppl even hv more sweets than stationaries in their pencil case rite peisi ? XD

malay lesson..when khamis came into class..
khamis :" Michelle!..today we'll be talking about Michelle.."
me: !!! huh?! wad the-
seems s though e whole class looked at me ..den he said its about a model called michelle ^^" DIAO gdness..so disgusting..lame den e worksheet got 'michelle' dere haha
well wasnt pay attention at all so i dunno wad's going on..

during CID so many candies& chocs were given out waaa . i kept eating sweets ..feels s if im going to get rotten teeth . hehx den played dis math monopoly game thingy =X oh myy realised my counting sucks ..haha ^^

oh mann lengshan was in bugis taking neoprints.& im in 4E classrm having physics remedial..sobs.
nvm i shall crap abt e FUN we had in physics ..XD over-stressed syndrome i guess
haha bingyang was smiling while staring out of e window dunno looking where (probably at e sec3 guys playing soccer lmAO) & ms tan told us to put down e curtains hahahah..
fu en kept saying tt his teeth hurts ( so tt ms tan wun noe he's eating sweets but of cos she knew) lol very funny..

yepp den fann& clare told me how some sec4 guys pissed them off . dey tink dey're e biggest hmph. tink if i were dere ill bushuang too..
nvm if dey ever dare to do that again..we'll AP dem like crazy haha

tmr's youth leader's appreciation dae..
hope e youth leaders wil hv a gd time =) & yesss i hope i dun screw up

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Thursday, September 22, 2005 8:05:00 PM
im umber tired ZZZ

haha i just realised that e earlier i slp e more tired ill get e next morn ^^"dunno y..
yts nite slept at 10 super early..den dis morn like wanna die liddat..
sijia sae i looked like a snail LOL =X guess i was reali exhausted & stressed up...kept yawning non-stop until cldnt take it anymore...chinese lesson just slept & stoned while hongjie went ranting& ranting.......

eng lesson was so sian so e oni thing tt cld keep me awake is my LAUGHING FIT.
ahah fortunately sijia & kitleng kept making me laugh . we crapp so much about e essay tt we seem to be laughing more than writing haha

omg so proud of myself lo +_+ dun believe it..i actually stayed back after lessons to do hw! waa dun believe it..haha managed to pull thru by laughing&laughing non-stop wif kitleng XD hongkong accent rox! k now i tink my throat hurts.. laughing seriously keeps u awake & concentrating on geog ^^"

k i betta go before my mum screams at me again.
my brain is alredi fried and damaged enough ..

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

*****

Tuesday, September 20, 2005 6:58:00 PM
rollercoaster flight of?

haha last wk was so crazy..evrything happens like a rollercoaster.
bad stuff & gd stuff ..up & down ..eh ok i dunno wad im toking abt haha..
hv alot of things to sae but i guess i dun hv much time..

yep 1 of e best stuff was e buffet treat during my aunt's bdae =)
specially skipped lunch bcos of tt
we went to Ritz-Carlton to have buffet dinner last tues. OMG that's e e most porshH place ive ever seen XD
e restaurant was like ........omg ....too gd to be true..
when my sis & i stepped in we were like " OH MY ..."
cos it was so beautiful & grand.. XD hehx suddenly felt so blessed ..
dere was a band playing in front of e buffet spread ..&e violinist was so kewl! very pro...i like e way she plays...very pitch perfect & smooth.. next tym mux set tt s my goal HAHA work towards playing like her...work at ritz carlton in future ^^"diao...lmao
food was very nice.. so many cakes & diff kind of sushi =)
woahh my aunt was so happy cos she had two bdae cakes...one bought by e family e other was given by e restaurant haha..
ohh man i miss e food..but i tink due to gastric pain i almost threw up after evrything =X

wellx sch has been so tough nowadays since e eoys are coming.. haix very stressed up evryday..
so much work yet so little time..its like e hw pouringuntil i dun even hv much time for myself..
haahaa budden my laughing fit stil hasnt been cured ..
so glad we finished our culture dramatisation...=)

dis sat youth leader's appreciation dae =X shucks i hope i wun screw up .. pray tt i wun disappoint anyone.

anyways HAPPY BURFDAY PEIQI!! beloved angel =)

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005 9:20:00 PM
ARGH----------------------------------------------------------

pissed very pissed & hurt...nvr been so angry in school before..
WAD'S HER PROBLEM CAN...
SHE CAN REPORT ME TO MS EK ..REPORT TO HUEVA SHE WANS ABT ME ... I DUN CARE!
death of thy soul.

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005 5:29:00 PM
haha.

ha dis morning, chatted wif kitleng on e way to assembly..den suddenly huixuan& peisi came looking v shocked..told me i stained my skirt =X gosh. immediately rush to e toilet.waa mus reali thk u guys for accompanying me =) srry for causing u to b late for assembly XD yar was a VERY close shave cos we were running like siao to e parade ground.. saw L2M looking pissed & walkin ovr to us..HAHAHA!!too bad she cldnt catch us cos we ran too fast for her HA! *sniggers

hmm i hv no idea y i didnt get hungry these two days..mayb cos my stomach is constantly filled after all e stress hehx. lol sch term's started & i reali start to worry abt sec3 next yr. eeeks i dun wan to leave dis honeymoon sec2 life la...haha joanna reminded me EOYS in 13 days ..
no comments.

during lessons was deep in conversation wif kitleng..& some things we talk about jus strike me & seem to remind me of how God wants to mold& change my heart .
it's super impt to cherish evryone ard us.some things change when tomorrow comes.. nw tt my dad's in pakistan..relli pray he'll b fine.=X
i hate myself for bein such an idiot . i cant communicate well wif my family & e problem
lies wif ME.. yes me..bcos i dun spend much tym wif dem & get pissed easily when dey scold &nag ..(which is all for my own gd) haix. im sorry.. ='(

i guess wateva cums my wayy just need to trust in e lord & leave all my worries to him..cos he's e oni one hu can help & i hope tt my quiet time can b more consistent.haix havent been reading e bible for a long tym...God's definitely nt happy wif me yar..quite irritated by myself too ..
havent been to cell meetings regularly too.. argh jus so disappointed ..
seems like im drifting away frm church frens cos i dun attend cell tt often anymore. wad's happening?

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Sunday, September 11, 2005 4:26:00 PM
sumone tell mie wad's goin on?

eee im getting more & more shuagu lately..
didnt even noe tt we're moving to e SAJC campus until dis morning when fann& yn were askin me abt e location .. ^^" haix i guess evryone's toking abt e disappointment nt bein able to get ip .'oh wells ...
dis morning went for 1st service woohoo & ps jeffrey's msg was GOod! vv funny..yepp cldnt hang ard for long cos had to rush to eil's place for culture prg.
=) hmm so we had fun until abt 2 plus...
shucks i stil have to pia e 35 ques maths ws eeEKS! y does mr chng lik hey maths so much??
grrr..
* ermmm eh srry i dun hv much time to blog abt my absoultely boring holx XD
nth much seriously...jus tt sat we had gift wrapping for rainbow centre...wrapped 400+ presents.. XD wrap like crazy...haha
LOL yn said marcus has like 4 blogs? ^^" DOTX his dark side, bright side..twin side..... ermm marcus ure so crappy sia HAHA

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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Wednesday, September 07, 2005 9:18:00 PM
gd charlotte rox=)

wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and past,

The innocent can never last,

Wake me up when September ends,

Like my fathers come to pass,

Seven years has gone so fast,

Wake me up when September ends

Here comes the rain again,

Falling from the stars,

Drenched in my pain again,

Becoming who we are,

As my memory rests,

But never forgets what I lost

Wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and past,

The innocent can never last,

Wake me up when September ends

Ring out the bells again,

Like we did when spring began,

Wake me up when September ends

Here comes the rain again,

Falling from the stars,

Drenched in my pain again,

Becoming who we are,

As my memory rests,

But never forgets what I lost

Wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and past,

The innocent can never last,

Wake me up when September ends

Like my father's come to pass,

Twenty years has gone so fast

Wake me up when September ends

Wake me up when September ends

Wake me up when September ends

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

*****

Monday, September 05, 2005 6:08:00 PM
holx= mugging leave?

eh i hv nth much to sae..just dun feel lik blogging?
hmm well sat went to eil's hse for culture prg..xixiangji. pretty hilarious.. =)
den sun..mugging ard at home..argh. dun tok abt it haha

today went to orchard library for cip .. rendy lee made us reach orchard at lik 8.15 ..when e thing actualy starts at lik ermm 9am? hehx den evryone was quite pissed.
but anyways quite fun la.. library was very quiet early in e morn..but we made quite alot of noise i tink..AHAH did poster designs.. for 4 whole hrs =X
my legs hurt after kneeling on e ground ..colouring & drawing LOL.
by e end of e dae evryone was starving like crazy so went to taka basement to eat..
ehh denn nw..here i m...stuck at home..staring at e comp researching for stupid maths oral.. haix i cant find anethin' abt leonhard euler! oh mann tt guy's crazy...invent such complicated theories -.-"
decided to do sophie germain instead.. HA! i mux agree tt females rock! =) ok lammmee....

yepp dis holx are very boring.. most of e tym wil b studying pouring ovr bks =X
im dying.. mayb cos im too lazy to start revision haha.
seriously my results suck..
when my dad saw e progress report he blew up...wacked my head & hit my arm..dunno wad's his problem can...but haish...cant blame him...
his daughter deserves it for bein a big slacker duhh

kkiex... yep i betta go nw...hv to swim ltr...
cant wait for dis holx to end!
my parents can drive me crazy sumtimes.

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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