- d0nt turn back

---when the oceans rise & thunders roar
i will soar with you above the storm
father you are king over the flood
i will be still & know you are God.

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Thursday, March 31, 2005 9:11:00 PM
gd frens?

hmm..im reali nt a gd fren.
srry guys if ive pissed u off at any time.
im sucha bitch.paiseh ehx.
thurs blues can hit another time again.
esp wif tt Tia & H20 steppin in2 e classrm.

in fact these daes i havent been feelin well.
its e kinda feelin' when u start vomiting blood continuously for e next 5 min..
den u start fallin' into dis black pitch hole tt nvr seems to end.
yeps.
its nt as if i enjoy feelin' dis wayy...
me always very depressed & bad mood in e morn sia.
dunno wad gt into me recently.
n most of e time i feel like fainting.
geex peisi mux rmb my poison wif billions of slpin pills & panadols in it..
bring it on 20th april along wif a tape recorder or video cam to record my last words for my family & frens.
:))))

hahaah LOL
okies let's see..todae was horrid dae for me.
completely screwed my violin ..
heck. bsides its all ovr nw.
lkin' forward to fri..SYF rehearsal again.
ok let's admit it. yeps i sorta feel abit too exhausted to rehearse .
in fact sat will b another long day.
8.30-6pm full dress rehearsal.
sheeshh...goin 2 ACS BARKER
of all places in spore we hav to go dere sia..
tada~ anyway..we shld work hard nw..only 19 daes to syf.
ELDDS
JIA
YOU!!!
Go EL!!!!

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect

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