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MERRY CHRISTMAS

2007-12-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

FELIZ NAVIDAD !
oh oops im lik 5 min plus late already XD but ya..i had a quiet christmas today...stayed home for dinner..hope u guys had a fun time of giving & loving & eating & laughing & merry making!
GOD BLESS

blues

2007-12-20T20:38:00.000+08:00

im feeling the thursday blues =( sigh u cant possibly imagine how rough my day went. anyway this morn was hilarious!

i was puzzled tt my dad wasnt rushing to work at 9am ..it was only at 11 plus when e radio deejay talked abt Hari Raya..tt i realised its a public holiday today XD my gdness...haha how fast can i get eh.
met aiai & gel at tiong for awhile =) we took neos & went to kfc to chitchat yup. realised i missed out on alot of fun stuff bcos of e 2 wk vacation.
i missed out on eL slpover, sixA chalet, ywav camp..WAH

happy christmas ppl!

2007-12-18T20:06:00.000+08:00

yeahoo i just love e christmas season! it's going to be great this yr bcos qbc's really organizing christmas services & e cell grps are having christmas parties too.ywav's first dinner & dance is this coming friday woots!

we arrived back at s'pore frm Orlando last fri & till now im stil recovering frm jetlag XD it's terrible to feel so tired during e afternoons and wake up super early in e morn. srry im too lazy to blog abt e whole trip hehx but it was REALLY FUN. my fav will still be all the rollercoasters & e magic kingdom firework display. thk God tt our family gt closer tgt after 2 wks of vacation.btw i got into cjc for e first 3 wks ! haha.
sigh i completed my jigsaw puzzle and now i hv nth to do at hm. yikes i jus hate lazing ard at home..e last few days hv been spent liddat..

peekaboo!

2007-11-26T13:06:00.000+08:00

gdness im finally blogging!haha time flies & o's are over =) prom's over too.
well life's been tough & ive been thru alot but im just glad tt it's all over.
soon it'll be christmas `its e most wonderful time```of e yr~lala
haha yup & im leaving for Orlando tmr! it'll be 24 hrs journey dere ah! my gosh im so goin to die of jetlag.lol all im looking forward to is e latest movies on board e plane & definitely NOT e long flight.
ive been spending e last 2 wks shopping & reading & slacking at home hehe. getting boring but im goin to e library later!
hmm i dunno wad to blog abt..
i realy miss dance tho! & miraculously i stil rmb how to play my violin tt's been collecting dust over e past 6 mths XD
hopefully i can get my lazy bum up to practise

2 moree days..

2007-05-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

gasp......my brain...... ahhhh
hyper saturated.............enzymes........oestrogen...........................arterioles......carbon monoxide...................stamens............batch operation system....

OMG im so goin to dream of bacteria & fungus chasing after me!
i bet i wont even remember anythin abt arterioles or bronchioles.

2007-04-20T20:39:00.000+08:00

oh my gdness.howdy dusty blog.
finally im blogging! haha
syf & napfa & my dance performance are already over..midyrs are in a wk's time which means SHOPPING SPREE on 9th may YEAH BABY.
life's been really busy for me. so much to do yet so lil time. fortunately God's always there carrying me thru all these.
syf was fun!i miss hanging out wif the eL people & i even miss e anxiety & nervousness we had. haha
i shall post e pics soon when i hv e time..we went to changing apetites in marina square after e competition for GOOD FOOD. lengshan+winnie joined us too. as usual we played bridge.
sigh but back to reality i stil need to face e upcomin midyrs & SPA & committments..
havent been feeling well & i lack sleep!
but im right now super happy tt its e last few hours of friday .
tmr there's a drama practise then YWAV! green socks movement YAY.

i cant explain this feeling.

2007-03-07T19:44:00.000+08:00

OH MY i havent blogged in ages! haha.
its 2 more days to e march holidays. i totally didnt write anything abt cny! XD oopz.
anyway it was a gd fulfilling one for me =)
cts are over. cross country is over too!
wa x country on mon was really dramatic wif so many happenings.
made me so worried when i see my friends injured & unwell..hopefully evrything's ok for them now .sharry tkcare of ur ankle!
i nearly died when i crossed e finishing line haha till now stil trying to recover frm my headache.

ok back to wednesday! yup we went to e eurasian association after sch.
its surprisingly interesting! i lik e place cos its cosy & ppl there seem really warm.
omg e exhibition of e jap occupation made all of us sick in e stomach!
e japs were even more cruel than e germans durn WW2. purely first rate sadist!!
we met one short lady named helen who survived e changi prison XD cool eh.
& she's so cute...danced e portugese dance for us haha then she invited hendy to dance wif her..it was hilarious!
after tt they served us sugee cake. lol its better than butter cake i think.

HOORAY daddy's home frm vietnam =)
but he's out tonight -.- ironic rite.
haha but we managed to giv him his bday present after dinner.
man it feels gd to sit here & blog ..
past mth hv been a really busy one tt's y i cldnt blog.

sigh life's so tough. i find it so torturing & hard to get thru.
my only reason for living is for God & him alone.
must always remind myself tt im living for God !
only then will i get pass all these stress

AH

2007-02-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

omg im so stressed.
and im so worried for dorothy.
my dear if ure reading this..i just wish to tell you that you need to eat !
you need e food for ur brain to function & for your body ..without food ur studies will get affected. not eating anything is e WRONG way to diet.
and besides. URE NOT FAT.
we love you. God loves you. so dont worry about ur looks...
in fact your body is the temple of the holy spirit. so honour ur body just lik how u honour God.
im always here praying for you ok!
hang in there & heal ya =)

sigh. sigh sigh.
i need a vacation!
my mind needs a holiday to wonderland.
disneyland perhaps. ill spend 20 days in all 5 kingdoms.

dancedancedance

2007-01-29T17:56:00.000+08:00

today's my last day with samantha dancing jazz =(
i probably continue in the june hols?
ya ill miss sam winnie marcus & all jitterbugs frens and the dance studio!

thks jam for all your prayers!
there's the REACH service this sat.
excited & really hopeful that it'll be successful .
finally i can rest my mind from practicals..now i hav to mug for Cts haha but its not as bad as chem spa last wk i would say.

El syf is so going to ROCK THE HOUSE!
add oil peeps!
our juniors are coming in this fri...must prepare for their arrival HAHAHAHA
eil yn t7P peeps tyty for staying by my side ya...it was rough wk for me.

=(

2007-01-25T20:54:00.000+08:00

i dont wan to be me no more.
its so tough to be me.
everyday voices will haunt me. just so annoying!
tired of living a life that's so demanding.

and do you know what hurts me the most?
do you know why you can never see my tears?

its bcos you've never been there for me
you've never cared for me.
you've been treatin me like a tissue paper.

friDAYYYYY

2007-01-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

its finally sat tmr!!!!
today is a BLOODY STRESSFUL LOADED EXPLODED DAY
i nearly died.
my brain is dried.
my fingers numb

so for my poor health sake ..ive decided not to go for flag day tmr.
YAY
*applause*
OMG i cant imagine e state ill be in if i were to go tmr.
phew friday is over!
thk God.
thk God im stil alive.
thk God michelle is a retard. haha bcos retards rock

stress!

2007-01-18T21:14:00.000+08:00

fingers on my left hand are so going to swell. my fingertips hurt bcos of the violin strings. i even resorted to use ice to numb the pain HAHA. and the 2nd last finger is slightly sprained bcos we were playing volleyball today & i accidently hit the ball with that finger bent. PIAK =X. ouch.

well i think evrywk of 2007 will always be the same.
packed with things & so stressful.
my mind is constantly thinking abt so many things. somehow i just wish that my whole system can shut down for a rest or sth. lol.
didnt go for ballet again today.
had to mug for maths .
OMG unbelievable rite?
exactly.
until now im stil SO puzzled at permutations & combi.
to me..evry question is lik HUH?!

tired but still need to move on. like no choice eh.
i hav another flag day this sat. WAH its my 6th flag day *faints* very sian you noe.
after sec sch i WONT do flag day anymore. mopping the floor & taking care of kids would be more pleasant than flag day.
and i hav to complete lik 40 hrs of CIP.
WOW.
how wonderful

help me decide

2007-01-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

drop ballet?
drop jazz?
or drop violin?

=(
sigh
wad do you think?

help me decide .

alone.

2007-01-12T23:06:00.000+08:00

syf casting has been announced =)
i guess all of us are happy haha. it's such a coincidence! characters tt t7p are playing belong to the same clique too..YEAH
eL must work hard starting from today.
if we want to achieve better we need to be more disciplined & nvr let anybody put us down.
evrybody ADD OIL.

deep inside. so alone. deeply hurt. yet noone knows.

2007-01-11T20:53:00.000+08:00

if im in a boxing ring right now, i can seriously hit down 3 men.

man its killing me!
evrything is pressurising me. this wk has been so tough on me i feel drowned.
there's so much things to study & im setting myself high expectations.
aparantly i hav to redo all my bio practicals. stunned. omg stunned. but yes. its happening. nvm..im not pissed or anything..now ive decided to forgive the person who lost my practical file. =) no grudges.
actually im supposed to be doing ballet now but its cancelled . gd & bad...gd bcos i hav e time to finally come online...bad is..i miss ballet!

sigh another long day tmr.
i really thk God for being so faithful..for being so kind to walk me thru all these.
=) praying to him helps me alot. but i
just hope that you guys can pray for me..
at this stressful rate i may make break down anytime

first day back in sch

2007-01-03T19:15:00.000+08:00

not too bad.
we did absolutely nth at all .
2 full breaks.
new teachers but havent met them
lee lee mui coform
nv met her in cls yet.
i seriously dont understand why woony MUST TEACH SS.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

2006-12-31T14:48:00.000+08:00

as i reflect on year 2006. i realised how faithful God is =)
ive learnt to focus & depend on him in all that i do.
ive grown deeper in him & ive grown closer to my family.
thk you Lord for all ur blessings & for giving me the ride of my life.
thk u for the bad times & for e tough trainings i went thru.
thk you for all e taitai treatments & travelling too haha.
wadever ive achieved this yr..is all for ur glory alone.
i will not possibly be going thru all these without you.
i will look forward to 2007 with excitement that God will continue to do great things !

here's my new yr resolution. ( this time round ive put much thot into it. )

* do all things for the glory of God.

what i would like to achieve in 2007:

1. dance more dance numbers in the dance ministry.
2. get into VJC!
3. be a blessing to others.
4. evangelism
5. attend ywav regularly
6. complete 3 terms of dance trainings each for ballet & jazz

mad

2006-12-19T11:38:00.000+08:00

im struggling with myself right now. i feel so tired & frustrated with myself. im just too ambitious =( its my 3rd time missing jazz yts. and next wk ill be overseas. sigh..well you're probably thinkin its no big deal to miss dance classes rite? but to me..its a WHOLE BIG DEAL.oh my gdness im crazy seriously. i was very very tired yts and yet i wanted to go so badly..AHHHH i need to change.im afraid that ppl will gossip & i keep thinkin that ppl will not accept me if i dont dance properly. sigh..actually in fact God doesnt look at how much talents i hav..instead he looks at our hearts & whether we earnestly seek him...but why then am i still so obsessed & afraid? why?

AHHHHHH im fatter ive gained weight AH.

AHHHH i miss twoH & eL so much..i seem to hv lost my social life this hols. just when i thot i would be hanging out in town this hols..man im so wrong! i dont even get e chance to walk down town with my friends. either im at home rotting & practising dance like crazy OR im overseas. =(
i miss evryone.
arghhh i hate myself

JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL

2006-12-17T15:03:00.000+08:00

to all the DANCERS of JTTW.
from the bottom of my heart i want to thank all of you. you guys taught me so many things. let's stay united as one in the love of Christ. i miss you guys. haha all the songs & dances are stil ringing in my head. & usually at this hour we are practising at ngee ann poly studio XD
wanna noe sth? ..it's my first time hugging so many ppl at once & hugging just about evrybody. haha the last 3 days will be etched deep in my memory =)
we've been thru all of gerrard's scoldings, pressure, stress & worries..it's not easy but God showed himself to us. from now onwards..when i dance, i want to dance a dance of God's love..a dance of God's glory..a dance of how amazing he is. & NEVER a self centred dance =) LOL. i can still picture gerrard saying" c'mon ppl! smile! ure killing the show u know!"

to aunt jane, the committee & evrybody involved in this:

ive learnt that when we surrender our lives to God, he will not assure us a smooth perfect journey but he'll give us the ride of our life!
thks for making this production possible..it has changed all of our lives & hopefully e audience's lives too. JTTW taught me to rely on God & taught me to pray more..my faith has definitely strengthened...

we're all in this together!
..im a friend of God!
hallelujah ur love is amazing!
i had the last waltz with you..

...continued

2006-12-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

here's the continued part of my aussie trip haha.
well i forgot to tell you something BAD. I LOST MY CONTACT LENS!!!!!!!
fortunately i lost one side of it only after playing all 3 theme parks..( like duh ..how can one ever enjoy a rollercoaster ride without gd eyesight?)
that night e wind was very strong & sth got into my eye. i started tearing alot then the whole contacts flipped out of my eye bcos my eyes were too dry. then i tried to put it back into my eye then TADA it dropped off & flew away. =( WAAAAHH gdness i had to wear my ugly ooogly specs for e remaining days can. but YAY i finally got a new pair of contacts yts. actually its almost time to change my contact lens bcos its a lil spoiled & has been causing my eyes to be bloodshot the entire aussie trip HAHA so u see thats why my parents decided to pay for my new pair HEHE)

ok back to e theme parks! my fav would be movie world ! my dad & i took the superman escape rollercoaster. its freaking cool. 4 positive G-forces & 1 negative G-force. 100km/hr in 2 seconds!
i must say its e best rollercoaster ever! i was thrilled when we could take the first front seat then scream the hell out of ourself. lOL i almost had a sore throat by the end of those 3 days.
dreamworld had the most rides. and i love it that australia's rides are creative enuf to drop ppl backwards instead of forward XD there's this scoobydoo rollercoaster...it stopped at one door..then shook us around..then suddenly we dropped BACKWARDS! woohoo!
there's a river log ride in movieworld that drops us backwards too...very cool bcos e slope is steep & it makes ur heart jump much more than dropping forward.
honestly i love movie so much bcos there's BUGS BUNNY & all e looney tunes character =D
HEY i am still a child at heart ok. i love bugs bunny alot..ill dig up my cartoons & watch them this hols
yeap and then we also watched this australia outback spectacular show. =) good experience actually. we had cowboy hats & dinner served while we watched ppl riding horses & performing stunts. first time watching so many horses racing together.
our family shopped in surfers paradise very often & we stayed at coolongatta next to the beach . beautiful place . I love the beach!
the breeze evry morning is so refreshing.
try jogging along there & its hard to get tired haha. then there's also grocery shopping! its fun over there bcos the supermarkets are so HUGE. & there were 2 large supermarkets opened till midnight near our hotel. so at night when we had nothing to do we just shopped there. our place had full kitchen set s0 we can still enjoy homecooked sandwiches & cold milk.
and i tell you BRISBANE CITY IS BORING. EXCEPT queens street area where there's so many shopping centres haha.
i love their clothing style & im shoked i managed to find a nice dance pants for only 6 bucks.

i dont want to come home

2006-12-06T20:10:00.000+08:00

im back! 1.54am touch down into singapore.so as you can see im still jetlagged & im in no mood for any intensive things hehx i miss aussie so much! i hav to take some time to get used to s'pore..now evrywhere i go i see black asian heads..no longer golden blonde aussie heads XD. & now e ppl along e streets & in e lift lobbies are no longer friendly =( the weather there is very sunny but not humid & at night its lik airconditioned..so it rocks! but i must say that e food in aussie sucks big time compared to s'pore..i spend at least 9 bucks for a meal over there.man e price is daylight robbery. fishball noodles & laksa costs 11 bucks..a can of coke is 2.50 bucks. -.-
OOOHH but the chocolates are HEAVEN. i had a whale of time riding rollercoasters in all 3 theme parks =) those are my favourite so far..i bought alot of clothes too! & this REALY REALLY beautiful teddy bear.. *sniggers* well I PROMISE! no more spending this xmas..but hey dont worry i bought all ur xmas gifts & candy canes in aus too =)
i learnt alot from e aus girls there.confidence.their style & e way they carry themselves..girls like me must learn to love our own bodies & just hav fun.hehx. ok anyway im having a dirty talk wif sonjia & eil & ls now..so i better go..cos e msn window is scrolling down at a fast rate XD

later ppl!

busy holidays

2006-11-08T20:53:00.000+08:00

i went for dental today & e doc asked me," so wad fun hv u been up to this hols? "
STUN! seriously i had no idea how to ans him. my fun havent started at all.yup i enjoy all e dancing

erm except for e super dooper tiring hiphop on sun haha me joey & anyi were almost half dead after e whole thing.3 hrs long! & so i called my mum to drive me home frm tiong mrt. lazy bum gets e punishment man. guess wad...SHE TOLD ME WE'RE GOIN TO SUNTEC to collect e jigsaw puzzle *faints* omg . then i had no choice but to gobble up my so called 'lunch' at 6pm in e car!. =X so she dropped me at tower 3 & HORROR!!!!! e shop was at tower1!! YIKES! so i had to RUN for tower 3 to tower 1 OH MY GOSH freaking breathless .

im stressed bcos i cant recall e hiphop steps now =( so i cant realy practise much at home. sigh but after a few more hrs of immense rehearsals evrythin shld be fine. erm i hope. oh man i pray tt my mum wun change her mind about e christmas tree..she's considering of getting one this yr WHOOOHOOO . but she say i hv to decor it myself.
HEHEh

btw HAPPY BLATED BIRTHDAY SONJIA!

T7P LOVES YA!
& all those taking their o's & a's...do HANG IN DERE & do ur best!
add oil e salmon way!

taptaptap

2006-10-31T22:24:00.000+08:00

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

TRICK OR TREAT

how i wish i could celebrate halloween by dressing up as a bloody stained tooth fairy and goin around collecting candies =)
that'll be so cool man! then we can ambush ppl from bhind bushes or sth.

anyways went for tap lesson today.gosh i hav alot o learn..seriously difficult for me! now my feet is numb nad pain XD
practised violin ..lik a CRASH practice..haha i chionged cos i havent been practising e whole wk & tmr my teacher's coming!
index finger skin peeling off like an orange wooohoo. its time to be sadistic ppl!
omg i cant believe we stil hav until 3nov for all e extra lessons to end. its only our first day of remedials & im feeling so tired..i bet evryone wasnt paying attention to chan today.
ahah kenyan & jeremy were dozing off..& poor ky was lik yawning & groaning e whole way thru.
me initially wanted to go cineleisure again today..with janice eil & yn & fann..but sigh ive so many committments..but its ok..we can go tgt some other time +)
yts i was at cine with caibei & xintong too haha right after e STUPID chinese o's. it fried our brains ok. sucks

eL bravo!

2006-10-24T16:00:00.000+08:00

hey i better blog about the prodution now..or else e next few days ill end up not blogging anything! haha

woohoo fri's eL prodution was a HUGE success! e juniors were good..evrything went on smoothly and our evryday rehearsals did pay off. =) & e sch was so nice enuff to give us a free milo van haha! alot of ppl came for e performance & in e morn e tickets were sold out. ahah felt shiokk to be able to leave at lik 9.45am for cca. now whenever i return to e toilet next to e lt1..ill start to miss all e rehearsals we hav..haha.on that day just an hour before e actual show..evryone was rushing to do makeup & thk God we managed to finish them by 3.30.

lotsa HUGS & KISSES FOR :
RENEE! ~ ty for being so patient with us & for tolerating out craziness XD ure e sweetest coach ever

nc16 grp! (eil yn oli ky tingy doro ) ~ I LOVE YOU GUYS! let's stick tgt thru thick & thin & like was oli & eil said..thks so much for making all e rehearsals so enjoyable. WE'RE BRINGIN SEXY BACK!
-imagine u & me .& me & you...-

my dear juniors. ~ we sincerely wanna apologise for being so cliqish & perhaps not understanding enuff.. but i promise that we'll treat you all much much better k? actually we LOVE ALL OF YOU! just a lil tip for you all...feel free to go wild k! cos we will go crazy with you XD dun be shy cos eL's e ONLY PLACE where ppl will laugh & cry with you. let's all jiayou & work hard for syf next yr! it'll be our last chance to work tgt & i hope it'll be fun.

my seniors esp ls & winnie ~ im glad you guys came! we'll always keep in touch & nvr let you down

haha sobs sobs.its bitter & sweet.ill miss this macbeth production even all e ups & downs. after the show we went to spizza with lengshan & winnie. yum e pizza & pasta rox! ahha even all e juicy stuff we were talkin abt made us talk till our throats went dry.
WHEE after that was e CLIMAX MAN. we played at e vivio city fountain & all of us got drenched.
alamak! i was wearing my uni omg & e stupid white rv uni revealed my undies when i was drenched lol so no choice i had to go change..& guess wad my onli change of clothes was?

my banquo costume! e blood smeared white tee & blank pants =X
so i had to face e embarassment..ppl were staring when i walked home wif it. but HEY at least we had a whale of fun at e fountain! who cares about e soaked shoes? i love splashing water haah & ls was so dry la! we wanted to throw her into e fountain but to no avail XD
at 9 plus we went home exhausted but happy..how i wish time wld stop so we could jus keep having water fights & water fountains.

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

2006-10-16T20:07:00.000+08:00

OMG IM SO MADD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
help me please..i cant control myself anymore
y issit that noone's there?

im serious this time

2006-10-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

im breaking down. & please DONT ASK ME anything abt my results. please..
now i dont even noe how to face my parents. im scared of returning home.
i noe God is trying to tell me to buck up. but nvr in my life hv i done so badly before..& we hv rehearsals until 6 evryday. obviously we cant even relax after the eoys. sick of breathing LT air & gettin back e exam papers.

production is in 6 days time! & why cant you be serious?
we dont want to hurt ur feelings but..cant's you be more responsible & just turn up for rehearsals? olivia eil & i are alredi pissed ok. it worries us...production is in 6 days time !! knock tt into ur head man.

say no to self abuse!

2006-10-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

stop hating urself ok. God loves you

(p.s. mischa barton looks lik ariel frm little mermaid eh.)

one more day to go

2006-10-04T18:59:00.000+08:00

hooray bio & elit papers are DOWN WAY TO GO MAN!
we hav 2 more papers to go before we PARTAAYYY!!
haha bio's tough but alrite i guess..HAHAH sam & i we wrote realy hilarious answers cos we realy hv to idea how to do some ques..take for example, i wrote 'erector muscle' for e eye AHHAHAHAHAHAHA cos seriously its better than leaving it blank rite? at least giv e examiner some humour relief or sth. XD
CAN U BELIEVE its my first time sitting for an elit paper without memorising any quotes & nvr even revise thru it. but thk God it turned out ok. i crapped my whole way thru abt e press. heh

after all these 3 papers today, man e hangovr was worse than e one after geog & ss! even after eating i felt so drowsy. so after doin quiet time, i flopped onto e bed & ALMOST fell asleep until i force myself to get up to GYM ahha cos i guess that was e oni way to make me feel better =) & it did! now i stil hv e energy to blog haha.
okies so yada yada on fri i shall go rent dvds the OC to watch =) then shift my idiotic butt up to practise my violin! cannot stand myself man..im always so lazy to practise even tho i love violin. but evrytime my mind tells me to 'go set up instrument!' ill do sth else lik..err BLOG? ya i do all other things accept practise. & when i really do practise..sigh ill play halfway then go to e kitchen & dig up food argh!
now u can see y im gaining weight XD

9 annoying things!

2006-09-29T19:28:00.000+08:00

1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually.

3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses!

5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor.

6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved!' Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

boy oh boy

2006-09-29T18:54:00.000+08:00

half of the marathon is over so ppl let's all hang in dere!
man chem paper today is..tsktsk no comments confirm A1 lo confirm la. see e no. of blanks its obvious.
geog & ss yts made all of us so tired! i flopped on e chair & stoned. e hangover geog gave me is so much worse than alcohol.u noe suddenly it feels scary that dis term is coming to an end soon. im not exactly sure if i realy enjoyed myself..but it feels great to know that christmas is coming soon! plannig on all e post exam activities too XD

1. rent dvds to watch (the OC!)

2. twoH chalet ( SCREAMS AHHH I MISS THEM SO MUCH AHHHH)

3. dance dance dance =]

4. towning..(sadly i dun tink ill b able to find anyone to shop wif)

5. AUSSIE GOLD COAST (tt's y im saving money so tt i can splurge on surfers stuff there)

6. meet up with old friends

eh. i dun feel like goin back to studying leh. very sian to stare at e notes & trying to absorb. IM ALREDY A FAT SPONGE OK . *curse ss* *curse chem*

gnashes teeth

2006-09-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

shucks e gastric is killing me!

OH MY GOSH did see tt? DID U WATCH HOW ALONSO DID TT OMG!
POOF! yts was wad i call e liver's pool of blood haha

OH YAYA finally my blog is working

2006-09-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPEE BURRFDAYY TO YOUUUUU

specially to kitleng, eunice & a v early one to PEiqi =) hope tt u guys had a great celebration.

well yts was so funny..i tripped over e stairs in e canteen & scraped my knee. so i was lik dreading to bathe XD oni did so at lik 10 plus at night omg super stinko . yea goin for jazz is lik so much more relaxing compared to gerrard's rehearsal on sunday =( seriously its getting me all stressed up. e new dance steps freaked me out alot. & rmb how enthu i was abt this dance last mth? all of a sudden i jus feel realy exhausted. jus tired way too tired to practise at home. & i screwed violin today. brr now i hv to repeat e two songs i practised last wk -.-"

oh lord i dun feel lik goin back on sunday..its mental disaster S.O.S!
now i hv to think abt my studies (dis thurs! yikes), my vio, my dance steps and my stupid gastric. so haha if u see me suddenly stoning in class..most prob im trying to recall e dance steps and recalling liverpool's tragedy. argh.

ok evryone! let's go to e pot of gold now..i shall talk nice honey things =)
thks GOD its tues.. 3 more days to e wkends =))) & also its 8.45pm...a few more hrs b4 i can go to bed!
WOOHOO my knee is recovering..skin epthelials growing BACK. im BRINGING SEXY BACK.
THEM OTHER BOYS DUNNOE HOW TO ACT.
COME TO E BACK
GO AHEAD BE GONE WITH IT
VIP
Go ahead, be gone with it

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo timberlake!

testing one two three

2006-09-19T20:32:00.000+08:00

is my blog down? =(

livin large

2006-09-09T11:50:00.000+08:00

espn here i come! finally we hav espn sports channel =) marks a gd end of e sept hols actually haha im goin to watch 4 hrs straight of epL today ..say a lil prayer for liverpool!

oh anyways guess wad? yq has free tix to shinhwa concert tmr! cool rite...thks alot dude. altho im not a korean band fan but im sure it'll be great..esp their dancing! yts i spent e whole day like a taitai man..had hightea wif my mum & aunt at taka then we went to robinsons to shop for their taitai stuff..but hey at least i managed to get a reebok track pants too =D hehe. it was my 4th time in orchard dis hols woots!
well here's a quick look at my sept hols:
-went back to sch frm wed to fri.absolutely boring sch remedials

-didnt go for cca on tues cos i went to do my ic [ahems & tt aparantly went out soso wrong! so i hv to go back to ica next wk]

-took a walk & had dinner at town on wed.
-violin & ballet on thurs.
-slack EAT & watch tv at home when im free.
-borrowed dan brown's bk & james patterson's bk yts too! sth to get me away frm msn for awhile XD

yup soon it'll be back to sch & i hv eng oral on mon..geog test & bio test..fortunately i dun feel anything =D just cant wait for shinhwa concert & liverpool! just by filling my thoughts wif these ..i can stop worrying abt dance tmr & mayb e tot of goin back to sch can disappear too.

btw i hv a new hp no.
go check my msn nick for it k ?

emergency clinic 101

2006-09-01T21:44:00.000+08:00

its finally e sept hols! OMG *screams*
scream e bloodliest you can! . haha 2 days ago after chem spa, peisi & i screamed cos we realised jus how much is OVER. teacher's day was fun i guess v nice concert.
oh wait...to all tuition teachers, dance teachers...wateva kind of teachers...happy teacher's day!! haha.

i slept like nvr b4 yts..it was gd man..to slp without having to wake up for sch. unfortunately my biological clock sucks..& i ended up e first one making breakfast ^^". then i realised i cldnt walk properly. a deep surge of pain shoot up frm my ankle =S OH BTW i havent told you guys wad anyi & i were talking abt yts..keke. after ballet lesson we were chatting abt muscle aches & why guys lik to hv muscle tears..so she said that when they suffer frm a muscle ache, dey tend to eat more protein to rebuild new muscles..SO PPL LET'S TEAR OUR MUSCLES!! gd excuse to eat more! eat more salmon & protein food HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA we are sadist eh?
but gd idea dun you tink so?

oh yup last sat was v enjoyable for me..cos after ywav, me pq george samson & jay went to cineleisure.. initially we wanted to watch cick but all e tickets were sold out! nono but nvm cos e best was yet to be! we then searched for a place to eat & TADA cafe cartel had live screening of EPL! WOOOTS SCREAMS. best of all liverpool was playing tt night! & man dey nv disapoointed us...2-1 score YAYYEEEEE
haha you see...God realy answers my prayers. =) he gav me my wish of watching soccer wif my pals..& it was sucha coincidence..cos we didnt intend to watch soccer but it WHAM rite infronta us =))))

oh ya anyways then george & pq were feeling horrible after eating e vv fried fish & chips ...eeeewww so folks just rmb...dun order too much fried food at cafe cartel cos it can turn out v bad ...ERM but only abnormal ppl lik jay can b a scavenger & eat up e leftovers ....alamak

UGLY

2006-09-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you're more beautiful
And that's the way they show that they wish
That they had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

Cos people are all the same
(The same, the same)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, you)
So are you
So are you

blessed sweet fifteen*

2006-08-24T21:09:00.000+08:00

thks folks! thk you for making my birthday a special one.i am touched by all of you.. very sweet & thotful for remembering .
tyty 3K, moon, dylan, LOKYI!, my family, yongqian,
my dear cousin, EL!, natlum, angela, clement, anyi, caleb & all my other frens for e birthday wishes. haha i rmb early in e morn i was brightened up when i saw 2 envelopes for me on e dining table XD one frm dyl & another frm lokyi! sent all e way frm hungary ^^
school was realy eventful..hmm alot of things to talk abt but i dun think i can blog abt evrything here. okies so then after sch m mum brought me to suntec to buy my jigsaw puzzles! ^^ hehe we came out of jigsaw puzzle world with 3 frames & 3 jigsaw. one disney one & two toher oceanic ones. so guess wad? haha in e end at 10pm our hands filled wif shopping bags..so funny..e back of e car was like so packed.we look lik 2 taitais on shopping spree . can giv my dad a shock!

oh yup then on wed after sch i went to meet up wif jeanne for a quick shopping & catching up haha.bought a pair of brightyellow&green dance pants. it reminds me so much of brazil! gdness .
at 6 plus in e evening, my family celebrated by taking me to grand copthorne hotel BRio's for buffet dinner WOOOHOOO. ate a whole load of salmons! baked slamon, salmon sashimi & smoked salmon XD i love e desserts of apple crumble & green tea chees cake.we ate so much tt we bcame so bloated..so we took a walk along s'pore river..very nice ambience wif e quiet waters.
gosh & honestly e buffet food is stil affectin me =X hv been feeling full e whole day..so during recess i forced myself to drink sth..& dis morn i felt so sick of sushi. stun! stun rite..ive nv been sick of jap food b4..

yeahoo! overall dis has been a great birthday.anyway, i dun feel lik a 15yrold & i stil cant believe tt time's passed so fast..sobs one white hair sprountin out! jkjk.

ive been thinking abt how God has blessed me in countless ways these 15 yrs.
He graciously accepted me as a child & love me. he nv fails to b dere for me. he has protected me my whole life. he brought me thru various life experiences & rode wif me thru rollercosters. he's given me a healthy body, energy to dance, wonderful friends, a loving family, loads of food to savour...e list just goes on forever! Praise GOD he is so amazing! amen? duh! YEAHOO he will always be my lord & beloved father =)

pics!
haha & dis pic is taken on wed at grand copthorne hotel =)

-16 jul . dis is my sis's bday cake!

I DUNNO WAD TO FEEL

2006-08-21T20:46:00.000+08:00

im seriously goin crazy all these days..seriously i feel so mentally & physically tired tt i jus dun feel like doin anything at all. nothing. jus dun wanna work dun wanna move dun wanna think dun wan to eat dun wan to drink.

just when i tot e cts will b ovr & i can relax..just when i tot finally i can SLEEP...a whole new pressure comes upon me.
i feel just worse than macbeth. i cant sleep im robbed of it.

hv u ever felt so pressurized tt u keep screaming inside? sometimes there are things in life we dream of having...& it aches whenever we think abt losing e opportunity to get to our dreams.
i shall be honest wif u guys..i want it so badly.. to dance. but i noe tt after lifting this burden to God, i shld jus not worry anymore..just try my best & God will do e rest.
well eventually of ocs ill b disappointed if i dun get in..but i wun take it so hard cos i noe its his will for me not to get in.

I NEED A CHILL PILL. =(

help! im falling sick.

tired happening tired happy

2006-08-21T19:26:00.000+08:00

ok i shall fill you in wif wad roughly happened on sat tt made me so exhausted yet happy haha.
sat morn we had 5 hrs of flag day..reported at fmss..TT PLACE CHANGED LIKE SO MUCH. i stepped in & was just amazed at how beautiful it is right now..wif all e plants & more decorations & stuff. feels like a foreign yet familiar ground. OH ANYWAY then we took e wrong bus to ngee ann poly (e bus aparantly was suppose to take us to clementi) haha.so wasted abt 1 hr on travelling. sohhwee pq & shuran came to my place for monopoly & lunch after 1 hour plus of flag day in tiong XD [i met yanling at tiong busstop too! she cldnt recognise me at first oh no!] we had alot of fun jus chillin out & rushing thru monopoly after lunch AHHA. so of course we reached fmss 1 hr late from reporting time to return e tins .
ywav after tt was UMBER FUN. zhanhao came too =) we discussed more abt circumcision & had role plays hahahahaha joel can get oscar award sia!
then we had IG which is picnic plus taboo!

in e evening i went wif my cell ppl to watch e fmss musical. i also met up wif ashley,joanne & all e previous 1A peeps there at victoria concert hall. i must say u all hv changed alot haha marilyn grew taller..lilin changed her hairstyle..sophia looks reali more matured in tt skirt..& constance stil as cute as b4 HEHEH..basically evryone v chio. =)
OMG renee had a seat jus right next to me LOL. both of us were lik , "HEY ITS YOU!!!" yup wad a coincidence.then she asked me, " hmm y didnt i see u on friday?"
LOL

went back home & POM! straight back to bed

friday no?

2006-08-18T19:18:00.000+08:00

heyo..feeling jus so grateful tt its finally friday ! =) it was a horrendously tiring wk i must say..all e cts & evrythin..im so exhausted now tt im jus too tired to tink abt wad happened 2day or let alone think abt tmr XD dunno y i simply JUS DUN FEEL lik doin anything now haha.

here's a lil abt today in short sentences. :
forgot to bring my wallet to sch
had to borrow $$ frm george e loan shark
ss test no comments
realised we hv 5 hrs of cip tmr argh
aircon broke down in class today.
bad headache.
evryone feels humid sweaty.
didnt go for cca.
tried to rest at home.
stil headache.
dun feel lik eating but stil v hungry.
nth to eat at home.
refrigerator emptied.(mostly by me)
watched csi now watching MS SWAN.
need a slping pill not a chill pill haha =)

alright sorry man im so lazy to type things out.. wel sometimes i just wish tt i can talk on e phone & hang out at shopping malls just like before..& not packed wif so many things.glad that tmr we can hv picnic in church ! hah we're goin to JAM it

dancedancedance

2006-08-13T20:39:00.000+08:00

jus wanna thk peenpeen&luyang for givin me e encouragement after rehearsal today..it realy does help =) thks guys! guess i needed tt morale & confidence boost! haha. i was soso pressurized & nervous leading e team today tt i kept forgetting my steps. it was so hard to enjoy e dance when ur mind's constantly freaking out lik,"OH SHOOTS OH SHOOTS" XD i hope ill improve more next wk.

anyway currently my mind's saturated wif geog! omg.cant wait to go riverview hotel at 9.30 to watch FA shield! GO LIVERPOOL =))))))) GERRAND ROCKS. kick e butts of chelsea kick them hard!

i want to dance nonstop. dance my life away

someday somehow

2006-08-03T21:39:00.000+08:00

dis wk has been very slack..mon, tues lots of free periods..wed totally crap..thurs ok but stil slack i guess ..we were supposed to hv remedials after bio lessons but HOORAY its all cancelled muahahaha
well so after tt i rushed home & on e train guess who i met? JEREMY YAM YAM BOY! hahah so happy to see a fellow JAmmer =) well he looks worn out..tkcare man! hmm so ballet lesson today's quite slack too ..but we did learn alot.i stil cant turn .sigh sometimes i get so frustrated at myself for nt being able to do stuff properly..
all i wan is to see this mth pass fast & jus lik wad i told yq..xmas wil come soon. oh man tt reminds me..rehearsals for musical will start next sun! gasp.*bite hands*
erm let's see..to put things in short..im hving a mixture of feelings but dun seem to be able to blog them out XD i jus dunno wad to feel when u say tt to me evrytime..or when you msg me like tt.

cancelled woots!

2006-07-28T20:28:00.000+08:00

i noticed there are ppl who come here but didnt tag! hahax next tym do go tag & leave ur mark k! =)

anyway BOY God is so gracious..made e rain fall frm e skies & TENNIS IS CANCELLED WOOTS. u'll nv imagine jus how tired & achy i feel after cca..drama rox! hmm i hope renee wun get TOO PISSED over our progress & erm i guess she's stil nt v happy wif our performance..oh well.

YESHYESHYESH E WKENEDS ARE HERE. tmr its back to flag day haha..back to cityhall. yum dere's durian at home! hehe. erm sch today's kinda fine..i love e speeches esp marcus's & all e other crappy ones HAHAHA i laugh until almost sore throat. didnt noe our cls guys can get so ridiculously humourous LOL.

to all those out dere wif flu & cough (erm yes incl. kingkenken& yn! haha) GET WELL SOON & SMACK URSELF IF U DUN REST EARLY =D

i cant giv up bcos God nvr gave up on me.

2006-07-25T21:15:00.000+08:00

yes! tt's my motivation quote of e day..nowadays im realy in need of things to destress & motivate me XD.
dun ask me why ..bcos..i dunno where to start .
anyways..frm today onwards ill try to blog in a more detailed manner k. haha was just tellin doro & oli abt e abiguous style i always use.

im gettin tired so easily these days..even tho i try to rest early but i dun seem to receive enuf energy watsoeva. so most of e tym i rely on caffiene. sigh AH im realy goin to collapse one day..esp early in e morn im lik OMG .
well here's
ANOTHER MOTIVATION OF E DAY: shopping spree!

LOLS hehx after flag day in cityhall last sat..i realised how deprived i m frm shopping..i miss all those shoes bags & clothes..yada yada yada yada so i promised myself (eh & oso made some other ppl promise..) to go shopping with me after common tests! bsides e last day of e tests wk wil be e day i turn 15 heheh finally a woman! ok wait..no not yet a woman. XD haha

wed..oh boy its wed tmr..

ADIA

2006-07-21T22:37:00.000+08:00

stressed. tired. unwell. troubled.

adia i do believe i let you down~

lazy bumbum

2006-07-20T21:01:00.000+08:00

yay finally e lazy bum hv decided to blog! * clap clap clap*

haha. well life's BEEN SO BUSY. so i guess u can stil say im surviving thru dis tough period yep. last wkend was realy cool tho. had my sis birthday & stuff yep..

we had bio SPA today which was pretty easy actually..BURNING PEANUTS HAHAA. i practically slept thru e last 20min..hmm then i was so tired tt i ponn chem remedial & ballet today..all bcos of tt 2 graph ques frm RI & chi high ARGH i had to redraw my graph lik almost 5 times can..its so tough. and so i went home and initially decided to practise my violin (err aafter lik dunno how many wks..its been collecting dust) ha but guess wad? my index finer is bleeding internally =X cos e edge of my bible cut thru e nails ^^"" so i havent practise vio yet..er ..err well mayb ill do it ltr..or tmr? or sat la mayb. haha

ok..guess i gtg..but bfore i do..jus wanna sae GET WELL SOON to peiqi, huixian, ayesha & anyi =)
guys do tkcare ok..drink lots of water..& ayesha bcareful dun walk too much k..
yeap. hv a gd fri ahead tmr..
HANG IN THERE ITS E LAST DAY OF WK5

stars are blind

2006-07-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

sigh i screwed up..=( wun b surprised if i fail..

anyways went to ballet at 5.30 & boy ..there's oni 2 ppl in cls today includin me ^^"
but vivienne was so nice..i think im startin to enjoy a lil bit of ballet bcos she's so good..hehx. i stil miss hamzah tho..he was e one who inspired me to love jazz .

YEAH then after ballet i went to meet my family at thaiexpress..after tt i ATE MY HEART OUT XD so glad math test & stupid oral is ovr..cant wait to slp

gdness tt was umber dumb..i had pe yts & we were suppose to run up & down e seats up at e balcony..then i was laughing damn hard when i told pq abt how ppl can flip & fall ovr e balcony if dey run down too fast & cant stop in time..so i kept laughin & laughin till i HIT MY FOREHEAD AGAINST E BALCONY EDGE LMAO. so stupid..haha now it hurts la. next tym ill b e one flipping ovr & bumping down

suck up ur breath!

2006-07-12T21:17:00.000+08:00

*gasp* oral is tmr! freak its my dooms day ..i feel lik a fool trying to conver in proper chi..its like im always eating & losing my words =( pls pray for me..sigh.
math test tmr...but hey look at me now..doin absolutely nth except slacking haha. well
jiangli cried yts after scolding us..hmm err i was v stunned actually. on mon world cup finals rox! i almost died in sch tho..my eye bags damn heavy. altho zidane was so stupid to lose his temper..but well guess we kinda understand y he did tt..cos tt idiot frm italy insulted his wife. argh. how ugly can this world get?

anyway ok let's go on to other better stuff. my new bed came in on tues! its v 'alice in e wonderland' haha my sis say its v princessy..err ya actually its TOO PINk for me..but who cares man..ill paint it ovr next tym =) YAY finally i hv a PRETTAY new bigger bed for me to sprawl ovr & SLEEP.WOOHOO

okies tmr's gonna be a long day...after all of it..im goin to reward myself wif thai express! hehe.

happy birthday JOANNA!!!!

sakura haha

2006-07-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

well im so v. tired now!tired but happy yep =D

after sch we (pq hwee sy miang& chris) went to somerset for international buffet at sakura haha it was to celebrate sohhwee's bday..OH YA btw we had a bday cake for her during recess hehx then pq put those relightable candles & hwee had to blow again & again HAHAHA & pq was worried tt e bin wil catch fire when we disposed it in e bin.

anyway, here's wad happened in sakura..v hilarious experience seriously..
i love e food there! e sushi & SASHIMI BAR WAS THE BEST MAN. haha so many sashimi! omg & there was tempanyaki & drunken prawns & all those orders you can place for them to cook & serve you shiiioookkk! XD there was scallops, mussels & icecream too XD so...can u imagine how much we ate? haha esp me..i kept eating & eating..
then hwee dey all were like , " omg so full!"
me:" im stil hungry! oni at starters"

i love those grilled salmon drunken prawns & herbal chicken! SASHIMI BEST! ahhahaa i shall let you guess how much i ate..hehe while eating we took many spastic photos tsktsk wil post them in future haha v funny!
oh ya then DEY CHASED US OUT WALAO.poor me had to rush thru my desserts HAHAHA chris & i were panting & eating & laughin..she was woffling down her satay while i was struggling wif my cheese cake & fruits ^^"/ & e ice cream experience omg! e lady was givin SUPER HORRIBLE SERVICE I TELL U. haha chris wanted to complain..cos they started keeping e icecream corner & all of us wanted ICE CReAM..& they were so funny cryin like a baby" I WANT ICECREAM" LOL. then i went to e lady to ask her if we cld take some..& she was umber rude ok. hm wateva..

e buffet was REALY good. just hope tt in future those ppl wun be so stupid to chase us out while WE're stil eating HAHA. i was stil hungry ya noe..ltr indigestion then die sia.
on e way to cineleisure we all were laughing at how desperate we were for ice cream durin e buffet LMAO. it was like buckets stacked on top & those greedy rvians digging into them wif oni 1 scoop HAHAHAHAHAHAA so funny! i cant help laughing at how chris & i gobbled our food so fast lol.& RMB TT JACKFRUIT? KISSING TOOL~ HAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHHAHAHAHA
e drunken prawns = drunken love eh? dots haha ok not funny liao.

after taking neos we shopped ard ..well happy bdae hwee hope u had a gd tym. after that..i tell you..i was half asleep during tennis today. coach caught me yawning so many times tt he laughed at me diao!. so now im trying to keep awake by coming online & blog haha gd remedy eh.
hmm..i hv so many things to share but i dunno how to put stuff across on e comp so..forgive me man..anyway tmr sat ill b whole day out brr...TIRED!

LACTIC ACID!! AHHH
cant believe yongqian loves muscleaches

ballet

2006-07-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOhHWEE! =D
LOVE YA LOADS>
tkcare & let's all hv a whale of tym in sakura tmr =)

anyways today i went to ecnad ballet wif anyi..vivien our instructor was reali nice.haha but omg its feels as if i havent done ballet for a long tym..my muscles started aching in e middle of class ^^" . then e funny thing happend again..my spoilt ballet shoes made balls of cotton accumulate at e ball of my feet 7 in e end my toes hurt so much after 1 hour LOL.

CANT WAIT FOR TMR ITS FINALLY E DEATH OF THIS WK. AND E START OF OUR FUN

JAM ! JAM ! JAM!

2006-07-02T19:08:00.000+08:00

omg brazil and england are out! *gasp* eng is predicted to get out but erm BRAZIL?! now sth is so wrong.
sigh i watched e argentina match and i was so disappointed & angry can. i realy wanted argentina to win & dey nearly made it. seriously cannot stand tt referee!! biased freak. sigh we are all so sad for argentina =( i almost died of heart attack when dey were doin e penalty kicks lmao. in e first place e stupid coach shldnt hv replaced riquelMe & crespos. evryone was like "WAD THE freak does he think he is doing?!" ARGH ..today my heart stil aches & i get mood swings when i think of argentina & spain.so must BEWARE of bitchy attack. hmm now where's my chocolates?

we had JAM slpover on fri at serene's place! =) my first slpover with so many ppl haha..firstly we met at clementi macs jen&van secretly went to buy bday cake..then we left for serene's hse after tt 'hot' waitin.serene came back blacker ! lol! so sweet of her to get us souvenirs..guys got voodoodolls & we girls had handsewn pouches.all of us hangout at e basement ..liesel&i went to watch germ& arge upstairs while dey watched bewitched at e basement.

hehx in e middle of e argentina match we celebrated bert, liesel & caleb's bday! haha & tt crazy caleb was making a fool out of e cutting of cake LOL.eh yup so e guys joined us for e soccer match & haha it was so funny when caleb jus couldnt stop talking & dey were all commenting..hmm ok i shant go thru e details of tt stressful match =(

then it was bedtime! haha basically all of us squeezed at e basement..some slept on sofa or mattress or e flr. lol i slept on e hard ground wif sleeping bag but it didnt help at all sia..i couldnt fall asleep esp cos my back injury was stil dere. AND GUESS WAD LMAO yam suddenly kicked my 'cushion' in e middle of e night & i found his feet against my face ^^".hehx so in e end i went up to e guest room to slp and evrythin was much better yep.. haha but i found it hilarious..

next morn we had roti prata for breakfast then we left for safra YES!
played billard & bowling..WAH tell u arh..my bowling sucks like crazy.

took cab to church for ywav's REACH service..befrienders hv to reach at 2pm yeap so we all were rushing for tym.i love e new ywav t-shirt =D.anyways WHEE sohhwee siying chris & peiqi came for dis youth event! & boy we all had a gd tym rite?
realy thk God for e successful event. all e effort & tym & energy put into this was worth it. thks peeps for coming!

I LOVE JAM too u guys rock my world

=(

2006-06-28T20:11:00.000+08:00

let's all observe a moment of silence for SPAIN.

I DUN CARE SO UNFAIR! spain played so much better ok. their mistake at e goalpost giv france e chance AH NOOOo
NO!
sobs my beloved david villa & torres

great.

2006-06-25T17:32:00.000+08:00

so many stuff happened today that i can hardly catch my breath!
yup firstly argentina managed to get thru to semi finals! they were having sucha close fight wif mexico. then germany won yts too..poor sweden. but hey dey shldnt hv made so many mistakes in e first place. sobs i wanna watch england tonight! Ill negotiate wif my mum.

oh ya then during lunch at tiong bahru.i lost my wallet! I was so careless to leave it in e toilet..fortunately AND THANK GOD a kind lady found my wallet returned it to me at e info counter phew..so relieved that i kept hugging my wallet LOL. i was panicking so much when i couldnt find it initially..too many valuable things inside..guess i better remove some stuff frm my wallet bfore i lose it another tym XD.

yts i saw A LIGHT BLUE DANCE SNEAKER! AHH I LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!
but sadly i just bought e pink bloc ones a few days ago..brr shld hv waited till i find e blue ones LOL.nvm its ok..after one yr i shall buy e BLUE ONES!
anyways tmr's e start of sch.

nth to say..just a mixture of feelings.

headache lar

2006-06-18T17:41:00.000+08:00

you noe..I JUs DUN BELIEVE ITS E LAST WK OF HOLS!
sad to say i jus dun wish to return to sch. i still miss 2H. okok i guess you're shaking ur head now since im always saying tt XD. but seriously im already trying my best to settle in 3K. i love e ppl here but do u noe wad's so wrong abt evrything?
ME. yup. i am e problem. sth's gettin wrong with me.
well now you can see y i hate to go back to sch..thots wil haunt.

e hols hv helped me get a break from things i dun wish to tink abt. ok anyway HAPPY FATHER'S DAY. I LOVE YOU pa & ma.first tym im typing dis haha. alot of ppl were touched by e msg today in church.my mum cried and so did alot of others..it was a msg abt parental skills.
HAHAH i burst out laughing when e pastor talked abt parents nagging until e poor child bcums crazy. totally so true.
and i hate to be a girl cos ppl expect us to do household chores in future.
WAD THE- OMG let me tell u...I HV PHOBIA OF TABLECLOTH AT HOME! e sponges are SO disgusting wif all sorts of food bit stuck on it. YUCKS
and my parents like to pick on me bcos dey noe i hate doin chores. BLAH.
mum seems like she was abt to tear her hair off when i accidently caused e bag of sugarcane juice to burst. =X
in conclusion..SOBS stil no chioce lar hv to obey them

dyed my hair blue but it bcame blacker. black nails peeled off. black skin peeled off.

sian

kotakinabalu!

2006-06-15T17:32:00.000+08:00

whoa i just realised my blog is startin to collect dust =X haha so here i am e BIGGO hero coming to update . HAH
let's see well last wk was rockin fun!

i went to kotakinabalu with my family for 5 days 6-10jun =) we stayed at dis very cool resort..shangrila. yeap eh other than e daylight-robbery-food-prices..i totally love tt place. man i dun wanna come home..just wish that i can stay forever there with e soft sandy beaches and watch e sunset evryday.i love e swimming pool too! we went dere to hangout and tann almost evryday except for once when it was raining..it was then tt we took e bus to town for some shopping..and let me tell ya its was HORRIBLE. e worst shopping centre ive seen i tink. well mayb im saying that bcos of e smelly toilets haha. and e oni nice stuff i saw was nike that's all..hmm pathetic rite? anyway we managed to go horse riding too! my poor sis got all e sandfly bites and buttaches lol e funniest thing is my horse's name is called smoking betty GOSH. -.-" spastic. OH i love e north indian food dere. best curry and naan ive ever tasted. haha and i love it when we played mahjong as a family! haha so hilarious but very fun tho. my mum taught us some tricks. and then during e last night my dad & i stayed up for e first world cup match germany vs costa rica - exciting match =)
well e most memorable thing is i came home like a lobster totally sunburnt XD unfortunately e gastric pains nv made it better haha but hey i love dis vacation its better than i tot it wld be =)

alright let's talk abt soccer woots! its one of e things im gettin obssessed wif dis hols ( erm other than e oc & csi haha)
yup after yts match against ukraine, i love spain LOADS heh they played so well! even better than england.(argh besides tt eng one was so boring can!) david villa rox! LMAO my sis & i kept laughing and looking at handsome guys in spain. casillas torros and david villa LOL. *squeals* spain has e best looking guys in soccer EEKS haha jk. ok wad m i tokin abt? shucks oops y did i colour villa in pink? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ok nuts.
fine that's it ill support spain eh shld i? since brazil may disappoint us.
got e gut feeling that germany and england wun win. germany's defence not gd =( sigh. will it be different if ballack and rooney plays? hmm mayb let's hope =D
hey here's wad i found on friendster...dis is wad crazy jeano darling wrote.

1.how did u mit 2 ?
- in p4. she was dis sotsot person whu sat nxt tuhme and laughed nonstop. LOL

3. what would u do if 2 and 9 dated ?- AHAHA DUNO. I`LL B SHOCKED ! so weird xDesp the height diff. no offence.
[AHEMS hey dear i sweared to be a SINGLE taitai ya noe XD]

8. what is your first memory with 2 ?- she was dis siaocharboh whu sat nxt tuh me inp4 and we cudnt stop luffing at every single thingwe talk abt. esp during chi lessons. heh.

35.what your fav things abt 2 ?- SHES CRAZY NUTTY ECCENTRIC NICECARING UNDERSTANDING MEAN HILARIOUSWEIRD SILLY DRAMATIC SHE DANCES ANDBEST OF ALL SHE LOVES ME. AHA :D

coughcough

HEEE thanks dear. watch out for tt BOBEY trap in ur bday present . muahaha

world cup in 4 days time!

2006-06-05T17:41:00.000+08:00

hey how're ur hols been going? i heard frm alot of ppl tt dey're piaing homework.
hmm mine's pretty alright so far.but omg i must agree that dere's so much homework! eh still hv alot more to complete bcos ive been getting distracted by all e tv shows and goin out.
haha yeap pastor eric lent me CSI seasons 1&2 ..and i rented THE O.C. =)) more than enuf tv to occupy me! haha soon ill be a coach potato..stayed till ard 1am to watch these shows .

my sat night ROCKED. XD we had a family gathering at my aunt's place. my grandma cooked prawn noodles heheh and we could play cards wif qichao & qizhi again ^^. chao taught us bridge and we kept playing it haha v addictive game..yeap then we tried to entertain poor fabien by playing 2 rounds of old maid wib him. oh yar qizhi better tkcare of ur toe k..OH and dun show me tt bloody pic again haha. well e adults wanted us to suggest where to go for our next gathering then suddenly chao n i started gettin excited abt johor bahru lmao -.-
WOOTS but i hope we can stil go bintan lagoon =) bcos e previous time we went when i was jus pri2...it was seriously damn fun. esp all that hermit crabs and beaches .

tmr afternoon ill be leaving for kota kinabalu YEAH cant wait to go shangrila. yi nings and sherrie hv fun in europe too k!
oh ya anyways i managed to buy a v chio white pants yts at fareast! =) sigh e great spore sales is so disappointin... cldnt find anything nice oni for one white pants lol

TADA

2006-05-29T22:55:00.000+08:00

e new EL comm ROCKS MAN.im so glad to see all my close frens in e comm haha XD eil & nings will pump e backstage ppl! and doro kenyan are e perfect couple in main comm hehehYEAHOO. im so going to believe that we will do well for our production and syf =) altho evryone's sad that e seniors left us, but we will promise them to do our best for e rest of dis yr and next . thks guys!
btw if you wanna see e full list of e committee..go read eil's blog =D

okay so e hols hv started.brr its been kinda wierd tt ive been spending lots of tym lazing at home and eating NONSTOP. well sadly i guess i stil WILL be lazing at home for e whole of dis wk =( bcos all my frens are too busy to hang out..AHH and my poor aiai kana grounded. but we can always look forward to e great sales! haha anyways i watched xmen today..GOOD SHOW BUT HORRIBLE PLOT.
stupid y mus scott die?!ARGH

let's see my notebk..FREAK so much homework to do can. hv to finish most by dis wk or else im so gonna die. last sat i went to e library wib my sis & borrowed 2 X-files bks! guess tt wil kill my boredom haha. and pastor eric is goin to lend me his CSI seasons 1&2 =) so basically i prob spend my june break watching alot of soccer & csi & reading x-files & erm homework -.-

i feel lik shit *toot

2006-05-24T18:26:00.000+08:00

wed had been a complete waste of time in sch. got back report bk and snoozed off e whole day. it sucks so much that e teachers hv been nagging abt results givin so many comments..i hate those scoldings and unreasonable things linkin pig did today. anyway e worst was yet to come when tt idiot came to piss me off after sch. argh i lost it and was so angry wanted to scream but cldnt..so went to tell Ls and ...he made me freakin damn angry can.sad rite and i feel stupid. in e first place such a freak shldnt b worth gettin angry ovr..i mean who cares man..one more time he comes to insult my friends im so goin to ARGH
ok man chilllll...phew im fine now..hate gettin angry

then i went to join my sis & mum for lunch..initially i tot WOW finaly a break after e stupid day. then guess wad. WOW how nice..nagging frm my mum.she practically went thru all my subjects questioning me abt y i cldnt do better..HOW NICE she kept asking me irritating ques & scolding me. WATEVER ! i had enuf alredi ok enuf of evryone's story-telling and lecturing. cant she see that ive alredi tried my best ? im satisfied wif my results so can she jus stop it? WOW HOW NICE i cldnt even enjoy my lunch .

now i seriously understand better how my aiai feels..=( its terrible .

I NEED ICE BLENDED COFFEE AND CHOCS!! AHHHHH

---------------------------bummed out

be brave

2006-05-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

hey darling jeanno be brave! its hard i understand and ill promise to be praying for you..call me anytime if u feel lyk crying k..be brave and face tt woman! she's gonna get it one day . hmph dun ever giv up bcos of her.

i need chocs.

2006-05-16T20:26:00.000+08:00

u noe..somedays i just feel like doing nth at all but curl up in bed and hibernate thru e day. sleep thru all my thoughts. get into another world..a world of dreams..and not wake up to dis cynical selfish world. sigh. tues has been boring n didnt go for hiphop today tsk im sucha lazy fat bum.

can anyone make me laugh make me smile as i used to? will i ever be myself once again?
i guess e answer is so obvious. no

world cup in 3 wks tym!

happy bdae darling.

2006-05-13T12:33:00.000+08:00

happy bdae jeanne!
my beloved fren since p4 and my bestie forever =)

fri yts was FUNFUNFUN! spent e whole dae out shopping haha.
first thing in e morning i had violin lesson..5 plus exercises to practise! so dead--anyway after tt rushed to orchard wif my sis to shop for mother's day present. but before tt we met dylan to pass him his sis's hairbands haha =) long tym no see dude..
we went to tangs AND SAW ADELINE! woots. omg its been sucha long tym since we've met..ade looks e same as happy as b4 . erm both of us had a hard tym choosing wad to buy my mum..in e end we decided on sth veryvery pretty but nt v practical..hope my mum wil like it. (even tho dere's e failed attempt to bake muffins for her HAHAHA)
shopped in town until 4pm then i took e train to bugis..and i tell you..i was glad to leave e place cos it was umber packed wif ppl . i dun lik it when evryone comes bumping into me and i can hardly breathe..
managed to find my sch shoes at bugis! wad a relieve man..ya finally met up wif sherrie & jeanne to celebrate jeano's bdae =)
we first shopped a lil at parco . took dinner at swensens where we chatted alot.ppor sherzy has to mug maths ..aiyo dear take it easy k..u'll do well for e exams jiayou! ok so we went to bugis street after dinner AND OMG bugis street has lik zillions of nice stuff ..i didnt wanna leave e place can. but my mum suddenly came screaming thru my cell fone scolding me to get back hom =X felt super paiseh cos i was lik rushing hm in e middle of e fun we were having. jeanne was happily obssessed wif taking pics e whole day yar? haha so funny..we kept taking fotos n one tym neos. honestly its my first tym taking so many pics within a day =D thks girls its been reali fun!u guys made me laugh reali hard & shop so much. hope u had a happy merry bday jeanne..shop till ur hearts content today wif ur mum k?

argh its raining on sat again..ruin my plans of gyming..so stupid now i dun even hv a single mood to do jianbao or gym. i dun feel lik doin anethin' =(

SHUYI SABOED ME to do dis XD

2006-05-09T20:25:00.000+08:00

1. the tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. tag 8 vicitims to join in the game and leave a comment on their blogs.
4. if u r tagged the second time, there is no need to do this again.
5. the most impt rule : have fun doing it! :D

dots. actually i dun feel lyk doin dis haha but im so NICE so i decided to do for shuyi eh HEHEH

er ok so here it goes.

MALE er homosexual oso can XD jk
1. loves God deeply
2. taller than me
3. super nice heart
4. older than me but NOT too old
5. love me for who i am
6. speak eng & preferably chi too haha
7. gd character& personality
8. er someone who wil b dere for me?

stoned

2006-05-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

altho i dun feel like blogging now..i shall just jot a few things down abt wad happened dis wk. well havent been feeling well these past few days & rite now im feeling worse than ever! runny nose coughin till my chest hurts & sore throat :X seriously e whole day ive been trying to sniff up all those mucus YUCK haha amusing eh. & lotsa trees hv been felled up bcos of me.

OH but im thkful for e great tym i had wib eil yn & tingyun & other eL peeps in bugis today =) we shared GELATO & went shopping in icon.
eil dey all left earlier first while i bought lots of nice pastries haha suddenly i had a wierd craving for scones & bread..tsktsk prob cos it's all my comfort food lol.
we had another lunch outing wib 2H ..if u wanna noe wad unfortunaate thing tt happened to me..go read bf yn's blog haha..come to think of it im stil traumtised.
sigh sometimes i jus wish tt i wun fall sick so easily. deprived of alot of things..i doubt i can swim tmr =(

OK to all those out dere still mugging hard.. JIAYOU trust in e Lord for all ur strength & nvr giv up! e storm wil be over soon.

happy bdae QIZHI!

sore throat..

2006-05-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

things just dun turn out e way i want them to be =( v bad sore throat today.

i tink even e frog croaks better than me LOL

HALLELUJAH

2006-04-30T17:59:00.000+08:00

tralalalahh~ the wkend has been so good for me =) man it feels good when you can hv pure fun all e way without mugging. er No WAIT. but evrything's not exactly over yet...ARGH e sch called me AHEM in e midst of my fun on friday afternoon to tell me i had to do a retest on tues *screams* but heck let's not allow sucha stupid thing prevent me frm celebrating haha..okies WOOHOO im so excited cant help jumping till my leg breaks..i shall tell u wad happened so far.

on fri right after bio .WHEEEE me eil bf and clare chiong outta sch straight out to plaza sing OMG u'll hv no idea how happy & liberated we felt..& it's been AGES since we can go out for movie as 2H. so we went crazy & when we reached ps, we went to jigsaw puzzle world to see my jigsaws & satisfy my eyes XD haah den we felt reali hungry & went to ichiban jap restaurant for GOOD jap food..haha gosh e conveyor belt had reali cool & delicious looking stuff on it..so all of us were admiring it till we feel EVEN more hungry haha. yep had a v good lunch when we cld talk & gossip abt our lives & some confidential stuff . hehx den chrystal sj & jm came to meet & & dey bought e movie tickets for the sentinal ..so right after lunch we watched sentinel ^^ evrybody mus go catch tt show! it has a brilliant plot.
jay & marcus & hx joined us for dinner & as a cls we took neos again at e same machine as last yr's LOL.
wad an eventful fri we had eh. haha guess wad? i met jason for e FIRST tym after like erm 3 yrs? haha was shocked to see him coming outta e train

sat.. MANU VS CHELSEA 0-3 WOOHOOOOO bottoms up chelsea ROCKS
went to watch it with my dad at riverview hotel cafe's big screen tv , while sis & mum stayed at home .e match was reali exciting tho manu was a lil disappointing :( their passing ar..sigh ok nvm that afternoon we had e decoding of the da vinci code seminar. went wif qichao & stamford ..reali encourage evryone to attend dis seminar its v interesting & informative ( erm altho my brain bcum more fried frm exhaustion after all e thinking & thinking haha) dun ever believe wad da vinci code says ok! its all crap seriously.

exam heat

2006-04-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

hey .wow its been such a long tym since ive blogged =X oopx.
alot of interesting & erm AHEm rather unpleasant things tt've happened these few wks..sadly sigh i havent been that fine afterall..
well ill try to make dis entry rather quick cos..erm ya haha getting very tired.

e midyrs are ending in 2 DAYS TIME! so evrybody hang in dere!
jiayou for all e papers yar..
omg i jus cant wait for fri & dis coming long wkend =D its e oni thing i can look forward to haha cos all of us wil b VINDICATED by then! hopefully fri we can hv a successful 2h outing & perhaps on mon..an outing for big yellow taxi! woots.
let's see..hmm dis sat dere'll be a soccer match MU vs chelsea GOSH so exciting cant wait cant wait! &...and sat dere's e decoding of the da vinci code in church =) yeaps gonna be very nice.then i can finally buy my jigsaw puzzles at last & make dem. & e best thing is....NO MORE MUGGING! it'll Be OVER! YESH i HATE MUGGING lol with so many activites lined up..i guess im more than excited to be able to concentrate on my other papers haha heck la..im too distracted to study anymore.
o ya ..
argh. e last 2 wks were a killer..exam stress is terrible..& tho im trying my very best to take things easy..but sometimes alot of things do pressure me.i worry for some of my frens..worry abt my own health..worry abt family...*pout* but it feels so much better after leaving all these troubles to God.

i wanna thk all of you for helping & encouragain me so often ^^ thks guys it helps alot
ive been a zombie & havent been reacting normally e past few days but haha hope u forgive me ya..

let's all COUNT DOWN FOR FRI.

ARGH.

2006-04-06T19:52:00.000+08:00

got nowhere to run.
I JUST WANNA SCREAMMM!!!

dwelling in 2h again..

2006-04-04T16:25:00.000+08:00

=( i feel..nostalgic?
reading my autograph bk now..just on e 3rd page and im alredi so sad. [ choke wif tears.. NO LA jk im nt tt emotional lo]
haha it brings back so much memories..e funny & crazy ones too.sighh how i wish i can live just one more day with u guys...

to my beloved class..

shuyi: ^^ YO FLEXIBLE DAUGHTER MUAHAHAHAHA tsktsk. "im a desperado underneath e window!" winks *

chouyin: oii i miss ur brownie n rockbuns leh..when's e next one? LOL YESH dun wrry ill always rmb tt e plight wil be over

chrystal: =) sweetie i wun forget hw much u love e milktea frm e store at ur hse..& lilo&stich!

kitleng: still obssessed with butterflies & strwberries ar? aiyo * shake head* btw ive come up with a new name for ur specs! KITKAT------tada!

fann: toilet partner!!!!!!! HEY *pouts* when are u goin to acc. me to e toilet again? no fann i cant go toilet leh XD

Jo: waa ur autograph pg almost blinded me haha it's so colourful.."i m a flower quickly fading..here today & gone tmr" =)))))

clare: mortal..clover..mortal..hotpink!

peisi: dunno y but u always remind me of a lil tomato ^^ as sweet as tt.

sijia: MY BF!! we're gonna get married rite...i havent sign e papers yet...paiseh ar. XD haha we'll hv choc buffet k.

EIL: see tsk i so nice make ur name bigbig haha WOAH ur laughter is infectious.

xiuyi: symmetrical! aiyohh so tanned alredi..mux gimme some of ur tan.

huixuan: well known for ur hellokitty..PINK..piglet & xiao PO HEHEH rock on girl

peiqi: ^^ love sitting next ta ya..thks for absorbing & understanding all my crap evryday

janice: chiobu! so honoured to be ur tablemate takecare of ur health k..dun stress out. =)

yn: HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHHHH BF!thks for being dere for me! btw wad kinda funky hairstyle u wan?

jm: sunshine girl =) i love ur hair!..be careful ar..haha one day someone wil get jealous & steal it *hint sniggers

xina : pinkie! ur funkie pink shades. dun ever forget our britney dance ..one day we'll hv a production for tt haha

fuen: our future campus superstar. sing at least an eng song for arts fest k

marcus: eng & lit pro de! omg super pro can...contd to stay strong in God =)

bingyang: relax dude no la i wasnt pissed off bcos of davinci code LOL XD

gtg now..srry tt i missed out some of ya..will continue soon ya HAHAAHAH dere's
alota internal jokes inside.

cracckkk

2006-04-03T20:29:00.000+08:00

hey peepx, u guys mux be wondering y im not at camp..sigh yar my headache aint getting better..its so painful that i cant even walk properly sometimes..hope that u all can prayy for me for recovery too =).today mum brought me for a blood test and erm checkup ..so far it hasnt been gd. tmr ill be goin for another scan and i reali pray that it wun be anything serious.
gosh i freaked out alot today when dey did e blood test..it hurts lo..& my blood's GROSS.

OK i shall tell u abt sth great! HAHA
yts night we went to celebrate my grandma's big birthday at Lei garden restaurant..i was v high to be able to meet my relatives and cousins ^^. OH AND GUESS WAD. i meet shi lao shi! mrs tan frm rmps. =DD WOOTS omg we were so happy.sucha coincidence.lol she was dressed to e nines looked so nice.when she hugged me i almost cried cos i just realised how much i miss having her as my chinese teacher..

anyways qichao qizhi were lik hungry ghosts gobbling e food up haha gotta agree e food was ultra good yumm esp e sharkfin soup ( which erm dots. chao wasnt suppose to eat RIGHT? so he's suppose to giv his share to me XD) and e noodles. yeap and we had red wine too.. e adults sang karaoke ( lol our eardrums ar...err ya u get wad i mean)
we also bought grandma a huge bday cake and a dozzen red roses =) guess she was reali happy grinning all e way..hehx e adults bought her digi cam too..waa hope tt she had a great time.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA! we love you =)))

well i hope you guys are having fun at e camp nw..ill be praying for ur safety! ^^
yn & eil hv fun dancing k! haha and 3K MUST JIAYOU for e campfire dance!

will be missing you all ..tata.

fedup .ready to give up

2006-03-31T22:57:00.000+08:00

ahh help my headache's killing me.
it lasted for almost a wk already...sighh gosh it hurts alot. took mc on mon & thurs..& today totally sucks lik crazy. freaking day. e pain was so great that i feel faintish thruout e day .cant seem to walk properly as dere's always this floating groggy feeling . worse still i had to sit for amath test bio test [erm hehx flunked of course XD] & chem prac spa ..
well =X

lmao. den e stupid amath test ate away all my brain juices can. stood up & saw pitch spot of blackness. didnt even prepare for bio retest..can u believe tt i was such an idiot to write e wrong scale so many times? ms chng probably tot i was mad or sth cos i kept erasing & plotting all ovr again..hurmph. & in e end i heck & wrote in e inaccurate scale..super fed up alredi can.

sighh i dunno how im goin to take dis man..pray hard to recover.. dis headache making me lose so much energy..alot of stress here it goes.:
its like im in a huge dilemma whether or not to go for camp next wk..I REALLY wanna GO but my health is vv down. sigh im v worried i cant dance in church dis sun too..
& if i cant dance on sun means dey'll need to change e formations & evrything..
i dun wanna disappoint my frens so tmr i must go for class dance practice tmr evening.. and drama prac tmr afternoon is VERY impt ..sun actual thing liao.

.........................................................................................................................................................................................e list goes on
SO MUCH HOMEWORK!

okay dun worry ..up to dis point ill blog abt more happy stuff HAHA
im very thankful for olivia doro tingyun yn kenyan eil & all other beloved el peeps for brightening my day during cca =) altho i was down in e dumps dey cheered me up alot. AHAHHAHAHA & kenyan's act was HILARIOUS. king kenken LMAO ! hahahahahahahahahha plus e aeroplane omg. we laughed until get fits.

whee after cca went to tiong macs as usual with doro & oli ..& i ate happy meal LOL recall my childhood memories. was almost squealing at e happy meal box ( erm which is ironically spoilt afterall) erm dots haha okayy tt's lame.

shall end here yep gdnights! =)

2006-03-22T18:03:00.000+08:00

Rules: Bold the following that are true about you and add 5 people who you want to do this at the bottom.

I miss somebody right now. (:

I don't watch much TV these days.

I love olives.

I own lots of books.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play video games.

I've watched porn movie.

I have been in a threesome.

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.<---DIAO!

I believe that honesty is the best policy.

I curse sometimes. <---erm sorry

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I'm TOTALLY smart.

I've broken someone's bones.

I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.

I hate the rain.

I'm paranoid at times.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.<--LOL!

I need money right now.

I love sushi.

I talk really, really fast.

I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.<-- can't remember who.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I think prostitution should be legalized.

I think Britney Spears is pretty. <--- O.O

I have a hidden talent. <-- i seriously hope so.

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.< -- depends

I have a lot of friends.

I am currently single.

I enjoy talking on the phone. <--chatterbox mah

I LOVE TO SHOP!

I don't hate anyone.

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cell phone.

I believe in (a) God.

I watch MTV on a daily basis. <--MTV ROCKS

I've rejected someone before. <-- LOL

I like someone. <--all my friends counted?

I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.<--sadly.

I want to have children in the future. <--no way..

I have changed a diaper before.

I have a lot to learn.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

I am shy around the opposite sex.

I have at least 5 away messages saved.

I have tried alcohol or drugs before.

I have avoided assignments at work/school to blog. --> im doin so now XD

I would die for my best friends.

I think Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

I watch soap operas whenever I can.

I'm obsessive and often a perfectionist.

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.

I have dated a close friend's ex.

I am happy at this moment. <---more tired than happy

I'm obsessed with guys. <---ERM

I go for older guys/girls, not younger.

I study for tests most of the time.

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

I can work on a car.

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever I can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.

I believe in prophetic dreams.

I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I worked at McDonald's restaurant.

I hate office jobs.

I love sci-fi movies.

I think water rules.

I am adopted.

I like sausage.

I have thrown up from crying too much.

I love kisses.

I fall for the worst people.

I adore bright colors

I think school is awesome.<--- to some extent.

I think pigtails serve a purpose.

I dont know why the hell i did this thing

I usually like covers better than originals.

I don't like multi-textured ice cream.. .

I love coaching youth sports.

I can pick up things wiht my toes

I cant whistle

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I've ever written in.

I can't stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep. <---better not

I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

I have jazz in my blood.

I wear a toe ring.

I have a tattoo.

I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.<-- trying to live with it.

I am a caffeine junkie!!

I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.

I love wrestling.

If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.

I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.

I'm an aritst.

I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made

I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.

I only clean my room when neccesary.

I have pointy-ended ears.

I have underwear every colour of the rainbow.

I LOVE korean dramas.

I colour-code my wardrobe.

I own more than 20 pairs of shoes.

I cry silently and get over things easily and quickly.

I love blasting linkin park at mum whenever she nags.I love listening to jay chou music.

I love watching cartoons.

I love lame jokes.<--DUHH

I wish I was a tragic hero.<-- i think its quite touching to die for smth.someone.

I hate one of my best friends but s/he has no idea.

sigh.

2006-03-19T16:02:00.000+08:00

"love is tricky

it is nvr mundane or daily.

u can nvr get used to it.

u hv to walk with it, then let it walk with u.

u can nvr balk. it moves u like e tide.

it takes u out to sea, then lays u on e beach again.

Today's struggling pain is e foundation for a certain stride thru e heavens.

u can run from it but u can nvr say no. it includes everyone.
"

---from The hundred secret senses

lazy morning

2006-03-15T12:01:00.000+08:00

my dad's back frm india! tralalalalalalaaaahhhh~

haah lazing ard at home now..my ankle's feeling much better.
but im stil dragging my feet to do hw boo.
cant wait to go roxy ltr!
btw

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARIEL!
my beloved el junior =)

i love u dear.! stay happie & funloving always

grooovalicious.

2006-03-14T19:22:00.000+08:00

we had eL day camp today. sadly i sprained my ankle & had to leave early..came home to rest.[omg so irritating its alredi my 8th time spraining grr] other than tt i had a v gd tym =) im in mel's team GROOVY HEHEH its so fun..run here run dere shouting & cheering XD

drama fest dis yr was kind of diff. we get to buy props thru auctions & ice-cream sticks lmao.
WOOTS we finished e fastest for station games..haha i was running on e grass patch & suddenly PIAK goes my ankle.twisted.reali hurts but fortunately it's not as serious as last tym..sigh so now im worried cuz may nt b able to dance next wk. =( & ill hv to limp e whole holx. siann
anyways i feel quite disappointed i wasnt able to get to noe my sec1 juniors well yet..sigh. i cant even rmb some of their names lo =X oopx srry.

so much work to do for e hols. *SCREAMS*
its yucking can. i originally planned to go out with jeanne & other frens .but now..look at dis ankle & all those freaking work...ahhhh
*SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM*

C'MON GO DROP NOW !

2006-03-13T22:31:00.000+08:00

woots. jazz class today's fun fun fun! budden e dance routines & e last cool down was lik..*gasp*gasp*gasp*
for e cool down we had to roll across e flr..7 sit-ups roll ovr drop 7 push-ups roll ovr...drop roll drop roll for like dunno how many times continuously. ahh v tiring.

well last 4 daes
stayed at amara hotel wif my sis & mum just to relax & slackk ovr e wkends =)
i slept like a sleep-deprived pig! ..had so much difficulty waking up on sun ..lol even serene noticed i looked tired.
but yep i reali had a gd time staying there & just taking my mind off things.

okayys tmr's el day camp YAYYYYEEEEEE
cant wait.
argh i forgotten wad i wanted to blog. shucks.
erm ya hols are here . guess i wanna spend dis one wk wisely.. spend more time with god & oso go out wif all my frens =)

gtg. ciaos.

OHLALA

2006-03-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

hooray ive finally decided not to be a lazy bum & just blog. haha cross country today's not bad..considering e fact tt we walked thru e whole thing heheh XD UNI ROCKS goin to get a sore throat soon after all those cheering.

yupx it was fun to walk wif sohhwee miang eil yn clare.we chatted & admired trees & monkeys lol. better than running ..after that i went to shell petrol kiosk with oli & eil to get a ride home haah..my mum came to fetch oli & i ..gosh we felt so thirsty & sticky that it just felt like paradise walking into e air-con place. i think i dirty e car ALOT haah.
hmm yar alot of stuff running thru my mind these daes . i seriously feel much better after telling u guys wad ive been keepin inside..(= thks for listening . ill see whether it's God's will for me or not..see wad he wans me to do..cos sighh . sighh i dunno wad i shld do.

got back progress report today. v satisfied with e results. God helped me alot =) i didnt do much actually..it was he who helped me thru evrything..but hopefully i wun slack anymore..

here's a list of ppl i MISS SO MUCH : + 2hyperists. (esp you, you & yes you!)

+ daddy

+ my dance instructor ham.
+ eil yn kitleng clare fann janice sj jm ...aiya basically all 2h peeps again lmao =)

pourquoi.

2006-03-02T19:18:00.000+08:00

my dad just left for assam india few hrs ago =( sighh we'll miss him alot esp my mum. well guess it may nt make much of a difference to me since i hardly get to see him on normal days..

life's stil as siann as usual yep.sighh SIANN YESH tat's e word for it. but thk God these few days things are getting better for me. G.O.R brightened my day yts! =D felt lik a kindergarten teacher ..sherlyn & i had to take care of 13 kids woots dey were so cute & innocent...
made me smile after sucha hard dae =) and we had alot of fun reading & playing with them..haha & when we asked them to sing.. evryone was so enthu.
hehe vv adorable. so glad i ponn chem prac to see those kids.

ermm today's not bad either..e pain in my back's so much better .. OH YES & guess wad. i managed to dig out amy tan's bks ..borrowed them whee. enough to keep me occupied & away frm drifting off.
so funny e lil boxes of sweets in dylan's envelope exploded LMAO HAHAHAHAHAHHAA v funny can. feel so so umber paiseh abt it too. srry dude!

tmr eil yn jo & me will be going to yuanching sec to CHEER for our darling PEIQI & other tabletennis ppl for their match =) WOOHOOO

GO PEIQI ! JIAYOU ! U CAN DO IT !

just so sick...of --------

2006-02-22T22:21:00.000+08:00

im tired ...ultra boredd sick & tired of eeveryything esp myself.
argh. i hate studying can. reali giv up on chem alredi..tho topics are easy but im just too lazy & tired to bother mugging anymore. sick. crap. disgusting. YUCKS .

something is SOSO wrong with me. & i hate it can. dis is not me.
im wandering ard like a zombie everyday. feel like one too anyway.im starting to feel dead ..lifeless and pathetically drifting off.

dots. another emotional entry sighh sorry folks.

funny funny

2006-02-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

tell ya sth funny^^

effie dreamnt tt i got knocked down by a car! my body fleww across & hit e tree..( hmm nice!) LMAO then she saw my ghost floating ard on e bridge .worse stil i was in rv uniform! pale as ever i guess.so funny my arms went thru her body when i tried to hug her..hahahahahahaa interesting sia. then i told her i cldnt go to sch cos im dead. yeap and poor effie had to walk by e same bridge in e morning XD seems like e dream was quite real =X

HAHAHA cannot help laughin i feel amused n stunned when i heard it =) dun wrry dear even if i get knocked down by a car ill still come to sch lol

anyways tennis today was FUN. gastric pains strike again while i was playing halfway =X. dun understand y can..i ate right before lesson & yet get hungry so fast.

wow time passes so fast & its finally sat tmr..scary .

ahh im feeling hungry again. cant believe it.
kk im grabbing more food here.
tata.

thursday blues.

2006-02-16T16:02:00.000+08:00

got caught twice for attire.
how nice eh.

i kept daydreaming today..& when my mind starts wandering off..its nt a gd thing for sure.

ultra lost . super confused.

valentine's day.

2006-02-15T18:21:00.000+08:00

happy belated valentine's day! =)
may ur days be filled with love & God's goodness..

yts was FUN FUN FUN.! filled with chocs candies & gifts. thks for everything ppeepx! reali sweet of u guys..
came early to sch to giv out e gifts..haha class in e morning was a totally hilarious sight with all e stuff loaded on evryone's table XD had a hard time moving all our stuff to e front of e classroom before test. all of us were eating sweets in class eh. cannot control myself frm eating e chocs too haha & ms mo rocks! she treated us to chocs during bio lesson..

hmm after school i went to s'pore poly for timfoo's media communication thingy..we had to make an mtv & it was vv cool..haha poly's seriously cool .practically evryone has funky hairstyles & clothes.den e equipment in e rooms can cost a bomb.hehx although i was lik e oni rvian dere but i gt to make alot of new frens..ppl frm victoria, chij & crescent =) YEAp waahh & dey reali love e camera mann haha crappy & nice ppl ^^.

at e end of e day had alot of difficult carrying all my stuff back home..felt exhausted by e time i reached home .den got super stressed up when i rmb abt common tests.. arghh

these few daes my brain feels cluttered up =( cannot slack anymoree... sigh. i cant wait for all this to be over! so many stuff to complete that i even had to cancel violin lesson tmr. >.< ( lol cos i didnt practise at all)

HEY u all mux JIAYOU for e tests k! we'll go towning after this YEAHHOOO

ZZZZZ SLACKERS ROCKS

2006-02-09T20:53:00.000+08:00

read yq's commonwealth essay just now.OMG yq ure crazy mann so PRO! like ultraman XD ahahhaha yea read it until my jaw dropp...hehx u'll b e next dan brown for sure.

today's thurs .hmm yup thursdays arent gd..
rainin so heavily . shared e puny lil umbrella wif sohhwee again heheh our tym to act les *grins*..
i was kinda wet ..then rushed into e packed train & guess who i bumped into? (right smack infronta me) SHIBI MY SIS HOHO * GASP.
yay at least she can help me hold my puny umbrella sniggers.

for some wierd reasons im feelin very bored now..i need entertainment! haha
yts received a call frm 'crazy parrot' again...dis tym disguised as 'strange man'. hmph tink tt i cant recognise ur voice eh? nice try silly. but anyways thks for ur LAME stuff it reali made me laugh .

boredd

2006-02-07T20:12:00.000+08:00

eL JIAYOU for debates ! =) peiqi jiayou for competition tmr too...& dylan all e best for thurs competition.

waa these daes are so tensed up with competitions & tests. im so tired too XD dark eye-rings are getting deeper each day. wad to do..
sometimes i feel like staying at home to sleep
ARGh im sianned out - jus miss u guys so much.

guess i shldnt blog so much abt how i truly feel

cny hmm

2006-02-02T18:06:00.000+08:00

happy lunar new yr folks!

hope u guys had a whale of time ..hmmm my cny was..quite boring. cos alot of relatives went overseas..so evrything was pretty quiet..=(
well i fell pretty sick on cny eve ..had a severe headache & runny nose ..felt so terrible tt i needed gelato to cheer myself yup lol.
went to watch memoirs of a geisha on e first dae of cny then spent e night eating late dinner & drinking wine XD haha
2nd dae was TOTALLI boring. spent e whole dae at home..wandering ard like a zombie & reading da vinci code . that bk rocks man. so sad all e facts in dere arent v accurate.
3rd dae had cell grp visitation & went to my dad's fren's place..quite interesting...we talked alot abt rollercoasters & disneyland. =D

ermm ya...tt's abt all abt my VERY FUN (indeed eh) holiday. passed so quickly grr...wellx but i cant wait for dis sat! ^^ cny open hse at my place ..alot of church frens coming over .

sch has been..hmm okk lo. hav been yawning alot tho haha.

o man. gosh ure reali making me worried.& i mean reali worried. ure constantly on my mind but i stil cant think of right ways to help you.sigh.do u noe how afraid i am? sigh. i guess all i can do now is to pray hard tt u'll smile.we love u alot.& i mean ALOT.

broken up inside

2006-01-27T19:06:00.000+08:00

i feel ROTTEN ALL OVER-----

forgive me.

alone at home.

2006-01-21T21:02:00.000+08:00

hello! long time no blog.. XD srry ive been gettin pretty lazy these few daes.

well sch's better now i guess...just tt we're all getting busier & busier. anyways yts eL went out together to harbourfront =) at e same time to celebrate lengshan's bdae
we had almost e whole yoshinoya to ourselves haha we can gossip loudly .
talked for a v long time until 4 plus..then we went into a pet shop where dere were rabbits & AHEMS & we saw R21 v.day cards with sex coupons in dere la. ^^" gdness...LOL
tennis was quite fun err but as usual my playing sux lik crazy .tink e coach oso felt lik vomiting blood haha.

sigh. wellx guess wad...today im all alone at home..parents wun b home until reunion dinner tmr.sis is out e whole afternoon.which means i can booom loud music all i want! =D no ppl to complain abt my taste of music hoho.
yeaps listened to linkin park music & realised i do miss dem ALOT.

i cant wait for reunion dinner tmr! WOOTS. buffet yum! ^^ need to satisfy my noisy stomach la. can see all my relatives too =)
o gosh duno y i dunno wad to sae..XD actualli ive alota things to blog abt budden once i reach e comp ..my mind goes blank lmao. crap.
k anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY LENGSHAN!

it's getting cold in here

2006-01-10T18:18:00.000+08:00

brr...omg super cold..its raining again today =( gosh at dis rate we'll all b flooded hehx.
lol. raining nonstop evry single dae..

sch these daes pretty slack.mayb bcos dere's not much hw yet...eh i wish it'll stay liddat forever haha no hw... =) feeling better.

no lessons tmr! woots! but it'll b a whole dae of rehearsal at ucc.. same on sat..argh 7.30 reporting time gosh =X dere goes my beauty slp. sun stil hv...*YAWN* .
hmm im so bored i dunno wad to say..well tell ya sth hilarious.
sis & i was suppose to b gyming tues afternoon HAHAHA but guess where we went to in e end?

shopping for food! XD lmao. so ironic ..
stupid gym suddenly so crowded den we cldnt train anymore. u know...nowadays im beginning to feel lik a pig. lazy pig in fact.

btw america's next top model rox!

XD okk outta pt lol.

raindrops falling on my head.

2006-01-08T18:43:00.000+08:00

waaa dunno wad's happening in s'pore man...its pouring non-stop.
XD hahax gets reali cold outside. even in e hse we're all cold..

hmm ive been looking forward to dis wkend & soon it'll b ending..but nvm
whee! cant wait for hol on tues!

I MISS YOU TWOH

I MISS YOU.

YOU. YOU & YOU

yes & YOU too.

cant explain y im crying inside.

i hope 3k will bond & setttle down together =)
yupx & to all e twoh & EL peeps...always look on e brightside of things k..
no matter wad happens..God's dere for us.
jiayou for performance!

bitter..cold..

2006-01-03T21:45:00.000+08:00

home-sick? nopes it's wad i call 'class-sick'..=(
i reali miss twoH alot. & i mean ALOT.
my new cls's fine yeap evrything seems okk but i jux miss e laughter of yn eil fann janice ..kitleng's nice tv stories..joanna xiuyi 's jokes..sijia jiamin chrys .............etc.

cca meeting today ruined my entire mood ARGH.
prefer nt to mention abt it.

conclusion = bad day. nt a dae evryone likes to hear abt.

ok mayb im home-sick. afterall twoh has always been my home. well time will heal i gues =) tmr'll b a better dae.

enjoy urself tmr peeps!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2005-12-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

its new yrs eve tmr! woohoo =)
but wellx i havent reali thought of my new yr resolutions yet..hmm so i shall do it now haha.

mich's new yr resolution yr 2006

1) go for JAM cia regularly

2) practise violin regularly

3) think carefully before openin my mouth haha

4) stop horrible gossippings

5) stop being rude to parents

6) spend more time with family =)

7) dun go on e com too much

8) dun sms so much

9) dun doze off in cls too much

10) dun keep tinkin im fat XD ---LOL!

11) dun wrry so much!!!

12) forget CHASE AWAY all those fears.

13) forget the bad past

14) do more quiet time

15) ALWAYS always seek God first

16) live for God

17) love everyone ard me..all my frens *eL ..new cls..3k =)

18) NO CHICKEN MEAT ---- unless i hv no choice

19) avoid spending so much [ OK dis is goin to be HARD]

20) play hard! dance!

21) SMILE! ----stay happy

new cls..

2005-12-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

im in 3k! nt so bad afterall =) 8 2h peeps together.. hx ps peiqi jay jiawei fuen marcus & me..

quite excited abt dis new cls .haha gt e feeling tt it'll be reali fun ..or at least hopefully ^^

today..is...erm ....k better nt tok abt my day cos ill go on real long complaining lol two words.. ULTRA TIRING.

wells eil cheer up kies.. we stil hv eL & lots of 2h outings...2006 wil b fine & even nicer im sure!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2005-12-25T23:32:00.001+08:00

merry christmas everyone! =) tho its a reali tiring day after 2 nights of e musical.. xmas day's a great joy..
v fun day..

woke up early dis morn for church service..choir had to sing 2 medleys during e service again yep ^^ tink we sang much better today..praise God for e gd response we had dis xmas..23 ppl in all accepted christ! woots!

after church went to hv dim sum with my family at shaw hse =D ..then we watched narnia haha it's a nice show! mux watch..

then we rushed to peen peen's place for e xmas party..haha v cute their theme was ' ALOHA' so ppl had to come in colourful clothes lol. wellx i tink i was reali tired tt's y didnt reali fully enjoy e party haha..kept yawning e whole day

haha received alot of presents too =) feeling pretty happy .. thks JAM! thks evryone! lmao my family received alot of CHOCS...X) tink e fridge alredi has more than 10 boxes of them..ah we dunno how we're goin to finish sia

o ya! i havent mentioned abt how e musical went ..i guess on e whole it's a great success =D tired me out alot but its a v gd experience to be in e choir & to be singing for God! wells i tink in future ill continue to sing during xmas haha...all e carols rock! & its a great feeling to hear abt e amt of ppl who accept christ..hehx

christmas eve went out in e morning with lokyi & doro ! arghh orchard's SUPER CROWDED! but anyway.. we went to fareast to take lots of neos haha..then we ate lunch in pepper lunch ..
before that we took pics with e orchard decors haha & dis guy actually helped us to take pics & develop it for us for free =D kewls..so kind of him..
yup then we bought lots of SUSHI frm taka & tangs area..& ate alot too! haha dey accompanied me to buy a tube of wasabi.. =) WOOTS i love tt wasabi..its a best ive ever tasted..just one small bit & it can make one cough like crazy lol

then at ard 3 plus i met up with hx & peisi X) helped ps search for her sch bag..& passed dem e presents too ..

after walking e whole day in orchard..i realised i was goin to be late for e rehearsal! XD so hurried to church & by e time i gt dere..my feet went sore like mad haha & guess wad..my mum stil havent reached ^^"

tt nite e musical's great!

kk its getting late..hmm wanna wish u all MERRY XMAS again! here's a song for u guys.. its one of my fav xmas songs ..

Little Drummer Boy
Come they told me, pa rum pum pum pum

A new born King to see, pa rum pum pum pum

Our finest gifts we bring, pa rum pum pum pum

To lay before the King, pa rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum,

So to honor Him, pa rum pum pum pum,

When we come.

Little Baby, pa rum pum pum pum

I am a poor boy too, pa rum pum pum pum

I have no gift to bring, pa rum pum pum pum

That's fit to give the King, pa rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum,

Shall I play for you, pa rum pum pum pum, On my drum?

Mary nodded, pa rum pum pum pum

The ox and lamb kept time, pa rum pum pum pum

I played my drum for Him, pa rum pum pum pum

I played my best for Him, pa rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum,

Then He smiled at me, pa rum pum pum pum

Me and my drum.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2005-12-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

christmas shoes!

2005-12-23T23:54:00.000+08:00

GUESS WAD? this afternoon during lunch i received a call frm LOKYI! ^^ WOOTS!
OMG haha we were reali high .cldnt help feeling super excited..haha she's back frm hungary to visit s'pore! =) yaa & lokyi came for e musical todayy..its been like 1 yr plus since we've met..almost cried when i saw her after e show..haha cldnt reali recognise her until she shouted MICH!
=D she changed quite a bit ..haha had alot to catch up with her..so chatted until dad closed e church..LOL didnt wanna stop chatting ..wanna go on forever chatting with her haha wellx but its ok tmr we're meeting in orchard for some sushi & bread & tank tops hehx cos she cant find gd ones in hungary...

so glad she cld come..yeap im happy tt many of my frens came for e musical too! =) thks peepx! hope u guys enjoyed it.. tmr another round! thks for e kiwi sweets nate!
praise God e show's carried out smoothly ..mus continue praying for his guidance..

hehe i baked carrot cake yts! ^^ LOL e first cake i baked in my entire life heheh..found e recipe frm mum's bk & decided to bake for xmas...pheww at least it didnt burn down ..in fact it tasted reali gd...eh i hope.

its so fun baking! but reali tiring & difficult.. grated my fingers ..accidently cut two fingers while grating carrots..eww e blood's disgusting.. ya so after tt i was scared of grating..LOl so gt my mum to help me..& end up she oso grated her fingers =X gasp.

wellx i hv alot to sae but reali lazy to blog ..haha
k guess ill end here..
but before i end..wanna sae
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEISI!
STAY CHIO & HAPPIE ALWAYS
*MUACKS!

merry early christmas!

2005-12-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

whee are you excited? christmas is round e corner! im listening to xmas songs now

WOOHOOO! evrywhere's in e xmas mood..haha ..just finished packaging xmas presents for ywav ppl..=) reali tiring but fun!
come to think of it time passes so fast..& christmas is here!
hopefully dis tym it'll be spent in a meaningful way with all my frens & family..there's a christmas musical at my church on 23rd or 24th dec..hope all of you can come =)

well these few daes hv been reali tiring..tho didnt do much sports but guess i havent fully recovered frm e air flight fatigue (ehh is dere such word? heheh)
cousin's wedding in HK was nice..cld finally meet my cousin frm canada emily for e first time..haha & e whole trip was reali memorable bcos we cld meet up with so many relatives & frens..had steamboat with uncle charlie's family& some other frens..steamboat rocks mann..e chilli's reali great..evryone's face flushed red after eating those spicy stuff haha XD BUT grr next dae had stomache for eating too much beancurd ..
LOL guess wad? cant believe how careless i m.. left my blue nike bag in HK *faints* we were travelling half way thru e highway to e airport when..

mum: mich do u hv tissue papers?

me: ya..in my bag

mum: ehh where's ur bag?

me : !!! =XXXXXXX

HELLO!

2005-12-10T10:59:00.000+08:00

hello!!! heheh I'm in hongkong now staying wif uncle charlie's family =) I miss evryone evrything so much..e whole wk ive been thinking alot abt all my frens ..eL& twoh..
how've all of u been? gt so many things to blog abt but i dun hv much time so wil try my best ya.. cousin's wedding (carlson) in two days time *grins* ..so exciting.. can see he's getting reali tensed up
.. mus pray for him haha..

OH YA! yts i read yn & eil's blogs ..realised tt we're in e same cls? WOOOOOOOTS YEAHOOOO!!! pls tell me its true ya! its lik a dream cum true!=D lol so happy until i cried after seeing e cls list..praise God! abt 21 friends are there YAY! including eL peeps like kenYAN! hahahaha WHEE 10 ovr are frm twoH lik...yn eil peiqi ps hx marcus jw jay fuen etc..!WOOHOOOOOO
JUMP JUMP!!
-paiseh im very high now haha

our future classmates :
1) ANG HUI XUAN [F] 2H

2) GOH ZUAN BAO EUNICE [F] 2B

3) CHANG SHI HUI SHERILYN [F] 2J

4) CHEN XINTONG [F] 2J

5) ELYENA LEE YING NIAN [F] 2K

6) HONG SHURAN [F] 2E

7) KOH BAO-RUI [F] 2B

8) LIM PEI SI [F] 2H

9) LUI KIT LENG [F] 2H

10) MA SU MON YI [F] 2C

11) MICHELLE LOH MING HUI [F] 2H

12) NEO WEN YI EFFIE [F] 2K

13) NG JIN HWEE [F] 2A

14) NG YI XIAN JOLENE [F] 2B

15) SEE HUI YI FELINA [F] 2G

16) SIOW YI XIN CLARE [F] 2H

17) TAN PEIQI [F] 2H

18) TEO YI NING [F] 2H

19) YEO YI LING EILEEN [F] 2H

20) CHANG CHAN HAW [M] 2D

21) HUE JIA WEI [M] 2H

22) JAY CHAN QI YANG [M] 2H

23) KEVAN CHONG KAI WENG [M] 2K

24) LEE CHUN YIN [M] 2C

25) LIM YING HIN [M] 2H

26) SAMSON LAI ISKANDAR [M] 2F

27) SIN XIN YI [M] 2B

28) TAN FU EN [M] 2H

29) TOR YONGWEN MARCUS [M] 2H

30) WONG KEN YAN [M] 2F

took dis frm yn's blog =) im jumping for joy smiling till lips crack haha! getting excited..can be with all my darlings again for two more yrs...! both my angel&mortal are dere..friends lik fuen since pri skool HAHA

okies let's talk abt e taiwan trip!..hmm on e whole it was quite alright =) nt as fun as e taiwan trip twoH went together last june tho...(duhh ^^) hehx but dis time round e feeling is much different ..spending 7 days touring wif my family..yep. OOOoo e food's GOOD! i ate so much..e hotels oso v posh and special..haah guess wad? e 2nd last dae i weighed myself in e hotel LOL..v shocking to see i lost 2kg XD hahaha sniggers..cannot be la..eat so much stil lose...im v sure e machine gt problem de..

reali sad we cldnt stop by douliu to visit cathy & e rest but i made many new nice frens frm e tour too =D ..e journey frm one place to another's super duper long..=X so we had to sit on e bus till our butts hurt hehe..eh my fav is e miniature museum! e stuff dere v cute..haha ill try to post sum pics of it .
erm we did abit of shopping..sis bought her earrings & shoes & lotsa stuff lol..woots! &finally gt my nike dunk =)

well e weather dere's reali freezing cold. 10+ degree celsius ahh didnt bring enuf clothes so had to find a thicker jacket haha..hehs e food court dere's huge.. heard tt S.H.E & sum other boyband was dere..XD but i didnt see dem lol

reached HK on wed 7th dec..met up with 2nd aunt & uncle..my grandmother..cousin! etc..
=) felt thrilled that we can see evryone again after 2 yrs.. my mum's reali happy lo..haha kept toking loudly..^^ so funny.. these dew daes dey're trying to make me speak cantonese..( eh obviously i cant lo)

heheh i hv so many more things to sae..ill be eating & eating & slping & playing hahaha like pig alredi... gtg for lunch LOL! eat again...hmm haish wil blog again soon ya =)

*muacks! tkcare!
i gtg for lunch..

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2005-11-30T15:45:00.000+08:00

totally freaked out when i saw e list yts..=(
how? DIE LAR im like e oni one frm twoH wif tt combi.. all alone...DIE! haish i noe im nt suppose to feel scared but dunno y dere's a whole load of fear..=X sighhh
.... wels nvm ill just pray hard that some twoh wil b in e same cls as me ..

yep tmr morning i'll be flying off to taiwan =) after that 7 days we'll be goin straight to HK .reali excited abt my cousin's wedding..besides i havent seen carlson & e rest of my other relatives for like ages...
eh nt sure how im suppose to feel lol..
cos ill seriously miss my comp hp teddy bears pillows my bed! ...
hehehx but im more than happy to leave s'pore for a break frm work & committments..

heheh dis afternoon wrote xmas card to my taiwan buddy..XD ahhh paiseh...cos i havent written back since like ermm july? oh no...hehx wels hopefully dis tym can meet her in taiwan.

kies jiayou eL! production in january..all e best ya..
reali srry i cannot go for eight meetings =X
tata~
enjoy ur hols...

twohyper dec cls chalet

2005-11-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

cls chalet was fun on e whole..except for e ultra cold weather haha..thks for all e fun time!

tues..met anyi at 11 in e sanctuary hall to dance on our own.. =) quite cool cos we had e entire hall & stage to ourselves which means we can go crazy ! heheh
after that we went to bugis to buy e leotard & jazz pants then ate lunch. took train to pasir ris ..

got lost at pasir ris cldnt find e chalet..worse stil i was v wet bcos of e rain. yupp fortunately found yn dey all . hmm e chalet was super super super COLD . cold lik crazy for e two days.. sigh nv bring jacket . felt ovrjoyed when i met ps dey all hahax miss dem so much. ate dinner at macs ..

best part! went to watch 12.30am harry potter with hongru & yishi! woots our first time watching together=) very exciting to go all e way to somerset cine tt late..surprisingly midnight dere're stil so many ppl at orchard..we jus love all e xmas lightups ..i reali like it when xmas music rang out along e streets..makes a v happy xmas atmosphere haha..
harry potter rox! i dun mind watching it again e second time with my family next mon .
omg i was super careless left my wallet at e cinema theatre.. =X yikes so we climbed back up e escalator when evrything's dark EEEKS! gdness.. e stupid 'memoirs of a geisha' zhang ziyi's face was glowing right in front of e escalator..so can u imagine how freaked out i was lol..heheh but thk God i managed to get my wallet back..

took a cab back to chalet & played mahjong with by marcus ps & jiaxin =) super fun..keeps u awake for e nite too after that..e rest went to slp ..oni me xinran xina & marcus were up..so xina & i decided to do sth BRILLIANT hoho dancing to britney spears!in fact it's spastic dancing..nt meant for ppl to see ..reali hilarious LMAO hmm but it's ok la do embarassing stuff liddat when evryone's asleep..srry we disturbed u all frm slpin' XD wanted xinran & marcus to join in budden dey didnt want to ..

when e sun's up we went for breakfast.then yn dey all had dis prize giving ceremony =) thks for e reali cute napkin dears! so nice of u.. haish im SO going to miss everyone...eh after that went to escape theme park ^^ totally fun tho it rained..so sad had to leave for home earlier ..wellx by that time i was very exhausted i guess

errr. forgive me for dis late entry ya..haha anyways twoH must hv another chalet or outing next yr ^^

happy birthday!

2005-11-24T23:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAMFORD!.
YOU ROCK!

my beloved cousin. =)

just came back frm his birthday dinner at countrymanna hehs
feel so happy to be able to make it for his bdae..WOOTS i jus love meeting up for dinner with all my relatives & cousins.evryone looks different esp qizhi haha shaved his hair! so courageous of him. rushed frm dance prac to great world city..
initially i cldnt make it but fortunately it ended at 8 yays!

anyways jus gt off e phone with a parrot. aparently a very very lunatic one.. ^^" feel like whacking it man..

mad parrot : i cannot make it..i hv a concert tmr..

me: ! huh! but we alredi bought ur ticket for e concert tmr!

mad parrot: but i alredi hv a concert..

me: ! ...... wad concert?

mad parrot: e rgs concert

me: ^^" AHEMS isnt tt e one im toking abt?

mad parrot : OHOH i tot ure another mich.

mad parrot: OH NO! OH NO! OH NO!where's mich? wad? NO! OH NO! OH NO!
..

..

ok i betta nt blog abt it le..hahax
can understand eh.now my ear's in pain.. gdness summore wana scare me so late at night hmph.
tmr's revenge time HEHEH

very high tonight! =) firstly im ponning cca tmr! first time deliberately .then.. i alredi noe my combi YAY gt my first choice. woohoo & it's stamford's birthday. finally tmr im going to take a break yep phew

cls chalet blogg it next entry ya

five facts

2005-11-23T18:00:00.000+08:00

hey ..just came back frm chalet. very exhausted to blog abt it..so ill do so next tym instead ya? =) in e meantime i shall be a v niCE sister & play dis lame game to pls my sis..

Rules of the game:1) Post 5 weird or random facts about yourself.

2) At the end, write the names of 5 people whom you want to do this quiz, then tag in their blog to leave them a note to tell them to see your blog.

ok, here goes.

1) i hate meat. red meat esp..yeap

2) camping puts me off.. =X

3) i tend to totally screw things up when im nervous.

4) heheh i jus love chatting XD tt explains y im such a big chatterbox

5) currently getting addicted to apples & green tea.-.-

hmm e five ppl r ..bf yn! . sis ( ill make her redo it haha) . kitleng. anyi. eil =)

kk pardon me for dis lame post haha wellx im getting hungry again ..
going to eat my dinner heex tata happy hols!

turn back time

MERRY CHRISTMAS

blues

happy christmas ppl!

peekaboo!

2 moree days..

i cant explain this feeling.

AH

dancedancedance

=(

friDAYYYYY

stress!

help me decide

alone.

first day back in sch

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

mad

JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL

...continued

i dont want to come home

busy holidays

taptaptap

eL bravo!

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

im serious this time

say no to self abuse!

one more day to go

9 annoying things!

boy oh boy

*gnashes teeth*

OH YAYA finally my blog is working

testing one two three

livin large

emergency clinic 101

UGLY

blessed sweet fifteen*

I DUNNO WAD TO FEEL

tired happening tired happy

friday no?

dancedancedance

someday somehow

cancelled woots!

i cant giv up bcos God nvr gave up on me.

ADIA

lazy bumbum

stars are blind

*suck up ur breath!*

sakura haha

ballet

JAM ! JAM ! JAM!

=(

great.

headache lar

kotakinabalu!

world cup in 4 days time!

TADA

i feel lik shit *toot

be brave

i need chocs.

happy bdae darling.

SHUYI SABOED ME to do dis XD

stoned

sore throat..

HALLELUJAH

exam heat

ARGH.

dwelling in 2h again..

cracckkk

fedup .ready to give up

sigh.

lazy morning

grooovalicious.

C'MON GO DROP NOW !

OHLALA

pourquoi.

just so sick...of --------

funny funny

thursday blues.

valentine's day.

ZZZZZ SLACKERS ROCKS

gnashes teeth

suck up ur breath!